Okay, I need to share this. I'm 19 and I've been dating a 32 year old for about 6 months now. It isn't that big of a deal except my parents are anxious to meet him but I keep putting it off. Before I get into why, I just want to say that he turns me on completely. From the moment I first saw him I would do anything he asked of me. He dominates me completely sexually, which is not a bad thing. Before him I was with only 2 other guys but aside from missionary, cowgirl, and doggy and the occasional handjob I never did much. With my current bf I've given my first bj, have done anal for the first time, tittyfucked, took my first facial... my body is his playground to do whatever he likes, or have me do to him. He looks good, is in very good shape and has a nice cock that feels enormous in my small body. Aside from the sex stuff (sorry, but it's a major turn on for me) he's a great boyfriend, too. Treats me incredible, has a great job, makes me feel like the only girl in the world. And what's the kicker, you ask?? My best friend says he looks like the spitting image of a younger version of my dad. Not my stepdad that I raised me and everything, but my biological dad who I didn't really even start to get to know until a few years ago. At first I didn't think about it but now that she said it I totally see it... and this is where it'll sound weird, but it turns me on even more realizing that. I'm worried if he meets my mom and stepdad, or even my real dad, they'll get us to break up because it's abnormal, but since I realized this I've completely given myself to him. Before I liked him and the sex was experimental and awesome, but now I'm completely open to him, like sex is a whole new experience now. We rarely used condoms before, but I told him I'd be okay without them anymore and although he can still finish where ever he wants, I told him I like it inside me, whether it's my pussy, ass, or mouth. For some reason having his seed inside me makes me feel full, complete. I don't know.. am I completely fucked up for this??