My boyfriend asked for anal a few days ago, and I told him I'd only do it if he let me shove my dildo up his ass. Well, yesterday he walks out of my room naked, he turns around and shows that my dildo is balls-deep in his ass. He told me that he upheld his part of it, and I told him no that I wasn't going to do it. As I turned around to go back to what I was doing, he pushed me down so I was bent over the table and yanked my shorts down. He tied a scarf around my mouth, and a second around my arms pulled behind me. I tried pushing him off but he was too strong.

He lined up his dick with my asshole and pushed, hard. It wasn't lubed except by his precum, so it hurt like hell. I tried yelling for help and telling him to stop, that it hurt so bad, but nobody heard me and he wasn't going to stop. Eventually he came inside me and pulled out. By that point I was crying so hard I could barely see. I guess he got dressed and left.

It took me a while to get out of the knots he tied in my scarves, but once I did all I felt like doing was locking the door and going to sleep.

I haven't called the police or anything, I don't even know if I should.