last summer me and this guy that I use to like alot hanged out .. but before anything I stopped talking to him for 6 months exactly because he kissed one of my friends and that like shattered me. but way back like last, last summer we hanged out as just friends and we didnt do nothing at all just talked and the next day he was confessing to me that he wanted to kiss me and its funny because I wanted to too... but then last summer we hanged out again and this time he had a girlfriend but not the one he kissed, another one and it was a bit strange but we have been knowing eachother for so long he even called me his "bestfriend" which I hated because that meant I was friendzoned, anyways we started talking for hours and then he looked in my eyes and told me that I was pretty and what not but the way he said it was soooo true and after he asked if he could kiss me and I hesitated for a bit because this is the guy that shattered my heart but yet I wanted to also kiss him last summmer and he had a girlfriend but it was the perfect opportunity to say yes and I did so he leaned over and we made out for so much times and we left that day like that... next week we met up again and we knew what we both did... but we didn't find it strange at all at some point and we started to make out again and he kept getting a boner and that one thing led to another that next thing you know im telling him "what if I gave you a hang job" and he said " i wouldnt mind because it you and I feel so close to you" and so I teased him and started to untie his belt and kept lowering it.. that then he untied it and grabbed my hand and put it on his dick, during that we began to make out more after we was touching my vagina and boobs and I slighty didnt mind and after that was done we kept making out until we left eachother home... the next day he broke up with his girlfriend and I was very happy but afterall is has now been 9 months and I can't stop thinking about this .... and I was only 14 yrs old when this happened.