I have a crush on my stepdad. I think he's really hot and just a super great guy and I hate that my mom treats him so shitty. He doesn't know, but she's cheated on him a lot. Well, he might know, or suspect, but he's never said anything or hinted to knowing. They've been married a couple years but I think my mom is only with him because he has money. She doesn't seem to like him much. But that's okay because the minute I turn 18 I'm going to make a move for him. I've already been seeding it in his mind. I flirt with him when she's not around, though subtly to keep him guessing. If I'm changing in my room and I know he's in a position to see me I'll leave my door open a bit and act like I don't realize (I know he's seen me in a pair of black thongs and bra from this). I hope it peaks his interest because I'm short and very skinny (5'1 and 105 pounds). I have no where near the boobs that my mom has, but I like to run. There's been a time where I came home from school and he didn't know I was there and I saw him jerk off in his shower. I'll just say I was impressed! :) I actually have a boyfriend right now, who's nice enough and cute and all, and I gave him my first blowjob ever, but I only did it because I knew my stepdad could see. We were home alone and in this entertainment room that's above the garage and we were making out and I was imagining my stepdad and he was feeling me up and I heard my stepdad pull into the garage. I sat my boyfriend up and told him I wanted to try something and I took him out and started stroking him. Then I took him in my mouth. He seemed to really enjoy it and I glanced at this mirror that reflects down the stairs and could see my stepdad coming up the stairs all quiet. I assumed he heard my moans and my boyfriend telling me how good it felt. I took my shirt off and told my boyfriend to relax while I pulled my hair back into a ponytail and then I got on my knees between his legs and started exploring him with my tongue. Even though it was my first time I felt so sexy doing it and when I glanced at the mirror I could see we were being watched, so then I really got into it. I wanted to show him I like doing it. I stretched out kind of in the doggy style position while I gave my boyfriend head and within a few minutes he was trying to stop me but I wouldn't let him and then he was arching his back and I put my right hand against his back and pulled him closer to my mouth while my left hand held him at the base and he finished in my mouth. I made sure to moan loudly to indicate how much I liked it and then swallowed it and kept sucking until he made me stop because it was sensitive. When I came up I told him I could get used to that and he asked if I swallowed it. I told him I did and then asked if that wasn't what I was supposed to do. He asked if he should do the same to me and I told him not right now, that I just liked pleasing him. That's when my stepdad made a lot of noise downstairs (probably to let us know he was home) and my boyfriend quickly put himself away and I "quickly" put my shirt back on and we cuddled up and pretended to be watching TV. My stepdad talked with us a minute and my boyfriend was nervous as all hell lol. I knew my stepdad had just watched us and he didn't know I knew so I did little suggestive things like lick my lips when I knew he was looking at me but I wasn't looking at him and even wiped my mouth slightly with my thumb. I now give my boyfriend blowjobs every day (I told him I want to experiment with it and get better for him, but it's really because I like pretending it's my stepdad's) and I know at least one other time we were seen. I know he wants to have sex but I'm saving myself for my stepdad. I've reluctantly started letting him finger me, though. I don't dislike it. It feels good, he's cute, and he is nice, and it makes him happy doing that and me going down on him, but it's lessened by the fact I want someone else to do it. If my stepdad came to me right this second and made a move on me I'd totally lose my virginity to him. But he isn't that kind of guy, which is frustrating as much as it is sweet, which is why when I turn 18 in a few months I'm going to let him know how I feel and give myself to him. I can't wait.