My husband has been changing steadily. He started bringing porn home a few years ago, bringing me to strip joints, having me suck his dick in the car, he started tying me to the bed to shave me and surprise me with vibrators and dildos. He's slipped in cucumbers, ice cubes, his whole fist. He used his electric toothbrush and other things to just make me cum again and again.

I really enjoyed the change in his sexual personality. We have three kids and our sex life was pretty boring til a few years ago but he's really turned in up. We have a few drinks then watch porn and he goes nuts on me most Friday and Saturday nights. Most other nights he whips his dick out and I suck him off before we go to sleep.

We've been to quite a few strip joints now where at first I was very uncomfortable, especially seedy places where I was the only female customer but I've loosened up and enjoy it now, especially the better places where there are a few couples there. My husband has talked me into getting a lot of lap dances and some of the women have made me cum which sends him over the top.

I think he is itching to take things to a whole new level. One one hand it's exciting as hell and makes me so so wet and on the other it's pretty scary. After a recent wedding we attended, during which I had a lot to drink, he had me strip from the waist down and ordered me to spread my legs wide and play with my pussy as he drove. We went for a very long drive where he purposely drove alongside trucks and SUVs and turned on the interior lights so guys could see me. I wanted to close my legs and cover up so bad but I was so friggin hot I just gritted my teeth and let the guys see me. I never came so much in my life. My husband drove towards the city and drove around saying that he was going to pull over at the first guy and let him finger me and have me suck him off through the window. I really thought he was going to do it and I was so worked up I think I would have gone thru with it. He eventually decided not to be so blatant and took me home for an unreal night of sex. He kept talking about what a slut I was and was very excited that I would have done it had he stopped the car.

Since then he has gotten into an interracial sex kick where black guys have sex with white women. I really enjoy the videos myself and have admitted it to him. I fend the men very attractive and the whole taboo aspect of it a huge turn on. He is seriously talking about doing this for real. He's always bringing up seeing me suck black cock and stuff like that. I think I'd like to do it but its making me feel like a whore or something. I told him that if he set something like that up I want a few drinks ahead of time and I want it to be a surprise otherwise I'm afraid I'll be too scared to meet the guy.