I'm what I guess you could call a nerd. Grades are important to me, I wear glasses, goody-two-shoes sort. I have pale skin, long red hair, C cup, 120-ish pounds. My boyfriend of the past 2 years is black. At first my parents weren't okay with it as he's 5 years older than me, but he always acted the perfect gentleman around him. When we're alone, though, well... let's say the first thing he taught me was to worship his cock. Don't get me wrong... I love him, he loves me, but he's my bull and when we're alone I'm his slave. Let me say having sex with him has not been easy. He's the only guy I've been with so I can't attest to whether or not the whole black thing is true, but in my boyfriend's case it's true. He's MASSIVE! Long and thick! When we first got together it was just handjobs and him doing stuff to me. Then it progressed to blowjobs (a horrible attempt by my part the first time, and an awful mess). I lost my virginity a year ago. It hurt so bad. I was so glad my parents were gone for the weekend. I was screaming into the pillow. For my sake he only took about 20 minutes before filling me full of his seed (don't worry, I'm on birth control). Eventually it got easier and now I can take him like a good girlfriend. It's nice he satisfies me often, but I know it's more important for his needs to be met so I do my part as often as I can to keep him happy. Now that I'm out of high school we're going to get a place together near the university I'll be attending. The one thing he's been wanting from me since we started making love was for me to let him have anal with me but considering how bad losing my virginity hurt I couldn't bring myself to do it. I have a tiny ass and unlike most black guys who like big butts he just seems to love it. So last weekend we rented a cabin way out in the woods where we could have privacy. The whole time we've been together I've never once smoked pot with him, but as I'm heading off to college I told him I probably should try it and also that it might help me relax for what he was about to do. We smoked a big blunt and after several bad coughing fits I was okay with it. I got really high. So high that I went down on him on the porch which is something I normally wouldn't do, despite us being secluded. He was sitting on one of those porch swings at the time so it ended up being more humorous than anything, I imagine. Now just so we're clear, whenever we're out or around people he treats me with all kinds of respect. Even when we're alone he does. But when we're having sex he calls me bitch, slut, whore, etc. Don't get me wrong, I know it's just for the turn on and it turns me on, too. I get to be a bad girl for a while after being the good girl all the time. So I'll be down on him and he'll say "You like sucking that nigger dick, bitch??" or "You're getting bred like the whore you are." Stuff like that. Well I got so caught up in giving him head, and because I was so high, I accidentally went too far and made him finish in my mouth. He sometimes does, but that wasn't what I was trying to do. So I had to swallow the massive deposit he left in my mouth. After he made me hike up my skirt and he licked me for a few minutes before we went inside and to the bedroom. Once I was on the bed and naked, and he was too, he ate me out some more and then he flipped me over. I was so nervous but then he spread my cheeks and licked my ass. It was really weird. And then he climbed up on me. To let you know how small my ass is ONE of his hands can cover one of my butt cheeks. He put the tip of his huge penis against my hole and started to shove in. My God it hurt. I screamed "OH MY FUCKING GOD!" and he kept pushing saying "I love how tight your ass is, bitch. Take this fucking nigger cock." It took about 10 minutes until he was balls deep in my ass. And then he pulled out, which was such a weird feeling. It was uncomfortable. Kind of felt like going to the bathroom. And then he shoved it in me again, faster and harder. I was crying it hurt so much. He asked me if he should stop but I told him no, to do what he needed to do. He started ramming me like he does when we make love, only a bit slower because I'm much, much tighter back there and then something happened. It started to feel good. It was like he was hitting a spot or something. I pushed back into him and he grabbed me by both sides of my ass and said "You like taking it up the ass like a lil slut, don't you??" and he started fucking me hard. I was screaming loudly (so glad we were secluded) and I don't know how long but soon he ejaculated in me. It was so much and he was so deep it squirted out the sides around his cock. When he pulled out my ass hurt and was kind of stretched a little (it's since gone back to normal, though I know I'm not as tight as I was) but I felt good. We did it one more time since then, but he doesn't warn me know, just puts it in. It still hurts but I do what I can to keep my black master happy.