never told anyone i know of this. and despite what im about to confess....ive turned out great. im in college, and very normal and have no issue at all with this. honest. well..i would like to confess that when i was 13 i used to babysit for 2 different families in the neighborhood i grew up in. in the nortwest usa. long story short...one of the fathers used to give me a ride home every time. one rainy night he came on to me. i really didnt know what to do or say really. he offered me money to have sex with him. and i did it. this continued for a couple months, at least once a week. at the same motel. im sure other girls have fucked men they babysat for, but whet i really want to confess is that this man somehow talked me into having sx with his friends for money too. he was pretty much like my pimp in a way. he was getting me dates 3 or 4 times a week some weeks. some were pretty wild too. he pimped me for over a year, until he and the familt moved away. i still saw the men he set me up with all through middle and high school, and it has pretty much paid for at least the first two years of college for me. so i have no regrets, and no issues like i said. jsut wanted to get this out, so at least i can say i told someone. thanks for listening