My husband's older brother that he loves and adores in the worst way molested me and I'm soo shocked,embarrassed and ashamed. Last night he came in the house to get more beer and grabbed my mouth forced me down on the floor where he ripped my blouse open and licked and kissed my breast. I couldn't get him off me I tried with everything in me but I weigh 102 pounds and he's closer to 250 so I was defenseless to even try but I did. He put his hand up my dress and molested me with his brother 75 feet from us and with alcohol on his breathe and threats of telling Joshua I came on to him,which he would believe because he loves and trust his brother completely and he doesn't trust me being I won our tri-county beauty queen contest which makes me a whore that every guy wants. I'm being punished for being pretty,yet he married me in part because I'm beautiful. My brother-in-law is a nasty fat slob that makes it even worse and I can't believe he had his hands on me. He has always been a lil flirty but never did I think he'd go this far. I don't know how to handle what happened to me and if this was the end of it maybe I could live with it but I don't believe my brother-in-law is going to just let it go after the things he said so I have to decide if I should tell Josh about it or not tell him and have his brother possibly go further next time. I'm nervous about telling Josh. What if Josh does just what Terry says he will do and side with him. I do know I have to tell Josh but how do I explain to him that his brother almost raped me,the thought of his disgusting breathe and hands on me makes me sick,reminds of those ugly nasty guys on the movie "Wrong Turn" Plus I need to tell him before Terry tells him a lie because I remember growing up that whoever got to daddy 1st with thier story that's the story he believed and the other got it pretty good. Why is it you guys want a beautiful woman then when you get her,she's looking at other guys or other guys are looking at us. I know we all look but I'm with him because I love him or I wouldn't have married him. Guys lighten up on us.Wish me luck. Jodi