I've never been the masculine type, always had a slim and effeminate figure which resulted in sexual remarks from other guys. Especially the older guys were guilty of this but I never seen it as anything more than playful teasing.
My body never had much hair on it and what little I have I always shave off. The bi-sexuality thing I've managed to keep secret from everyone else but I've always had a feeling I wasn't fooling anyone but myself.

About a year ago I helped out a few people in the town where I live for a bit of money and had managed to earn decent coin in the process. Nothing of the sexual nature mind you since I would never sell myself in that way for coin, but rather simple things like pick up the groceries, help inside the house among other things.

In that time I met mr. Gerrits, he was a real down to earth guy and always had a nice bonus in it for me since he always felt I worked too hard. Gerrits was in his fifties and due to his long working hours he was happy to have someone do a few things around the house so he wouldn't have to when he got back.
When his company decided to cut on their budget and pay him less, needless to say he wasn't able to pay me anymore. I had a great time while I was working for him so I decided after a long walk to stay and help even without the pay.

He called me up one day saying he'd have some company later that evening and that I didn't have to come if I didn't want to. I replied that I didn't mind and went to help that evening anyway, though when I got there whoever was coming wasn't there yet.

When I was getting ready to leave the bell rang and Gerrits opened the door, it were his friends whom he was expecting. They were also around his age, some with graying hair, others balding but all of them soaking wet. It's only then that I noticed it was pouring outside. So I asked Gerrits if I could stay till the rain calms down a bit, he didn't object as usual but instead sent me to fetch some drinks for the boys.

I greeted the guys and mostly got a hello with a wink here and there, of which I thought nothing of at that moment. They've all asked for a cold beer and about 3 minutes later I returned with several beer bottles in my arms and the matching amount of glasses.

When I passed the beer to one of them I felt someone pinch my ass, nothing unusual since lot of men jokingly do that with no real meaning behind it. I passed the rest of the beer bottles to the others and lost my balance on the way back stepping over their legs.
I was able to support myself against one of them, my hand quickly withdrew when I noticed it was against his crotch and I shyly looked away. What was more worrying to me is my cock getting a little bit harder since the realization of the predicament I found myself in.

The guy who's name I learned was Paul then said to me ''Hey if you start something, you better finish it!'', I swallowed hard and replied with a shy and embarrassed while at the same time slightly awkward laugh.

I remembered all those sexual remarks thrown at me in the past and me simply doing nothing about them but ignore them. There were times when I wanted to say yes just to see what their reaction would be but I was always held back by the fear of what people would think about me if they heard me saying that, so I never did.

The rain still hadn't settled down so I stayed serving beer and killing my time by texting my friends about all sorts of things. roughly two hours later the guys were pretty drunk and even the nice and gentleman like mr. Gerrits had become more raunchier as the they discussed about when they were young lads.

Before I knew I was called to sit with them and got a beer shoved in my hands. I've never been a drinker nor tasted a drop of alcohol ever in my life, I was pretty much a goody two shoes in that regard. Not only was I tasting alcohol but I was chugging it down in one go, I am not sure who I was trying to prove something to but I know it mattered little in the long run.

I've heard another guy Richard say to me ''I got a bottle just like that for you'' and at that moment I didn't care anymore if I was going to make a fool out of myself. I smiled and said ''Well show me!''.

At that moment Richards face turned dumbfounded and he did not have a reply for me, instead Paul called him out on being a pussy and not having the guts. Gerrits at that moment told Paul to shut up and said that he isn't much better either, apparently it didn't take much to challenge Paul as he took his hardening cock out of his pants immediately much to mu and Gerrits's surprise.

I was thinking it was more of a show off then anything, something in the sense of ''look guys, I have guts. He seemed to me like one of those guys who would do exactly what you told them not to do and who wouldn't think twice accepting a bet like they had something to prove.

I thought I'd humor him and lower my head, bob it up and down a few times simulating a blowjob and then we'd all have a laugh about it. I went down on him and my heart froze when my lips touched the tip of his cock, I could not believe my mistake. Whether it was intoxication or my own desires re-surfacing I lowered my head farther than I intended to.

All my fears about what they would think of me after this vanished when I felt what I assume were Paul's hands pushing my head slowly further down. My own lust took the better of me and without hesitation I opened my mouth and accepted his cock inside it. I was burning up and Paul was rocking a hardon while groaning as I started to suck on his cock.
I was petrified the whole time and my breathing got heavier, the others watching in disbelief and even old Gerrits having to ask to confirm if I was actually sucking for real.

Paul slightly moved my head to the side to show his cock sliding in and out of my mouth and confirm their suspicion. The guys didn't take long before they removed my clothes and revealed my own hardon. I felt hands all over me shortly after that and something warm and wet around my cock.
I did not know who it was but I did not care either, it felt good and I was too busy handling Paul's cock. I tasted a few drops of saltish pre-cum and before I could even anticipate what would happen next a splash of thin cum hit the back of my throat followed by a few more as Paul groaned while holding my head.

I was willing to let him get away with a blowjob but cum in my mouth is not something I anticipated nor wanted. Unfortunately the surprise of it had me swallow most of it down. I looked at him in disbelief but he seemed to be convinced I secretly desired to do it so my disappointment of him not warning me remained unanswered.

Next was Richard whom I've given the same treatment. When I've seen his cock it didn't look like much out of the ordinary but once it entered my mouth its girth was a bit more then I anticipated. He did not hold my head but instead let me do my own thing. After a few minutes he too was ready to cum and I received a fair warning in advance resulting in his cum all over my face.

Gerrits all this time had remained only watching, he didn't participate nor say anything. He just stared at my cum covered face and smiled. On one hand in felt so good on my face and I was hot especially not having ejaculated yet myself, on the other hand I felt a bit ashamed and unusual and wanted to wash it off immediately. But the guys insisted I sit there naked with them and leave the cum on my face.

I knew now why mr. Gerrits never married and why he'd never invite me over when his friends were there. He too had kept his sexuality a secret from the outside world and his buddies were more then just that. It was supposed to be fun evening with his friends but since I was there all the attention shifted to me, something Gerrits was very happy about.

Later that night when the men had left Gerrits stopped me from putting my clothes back on and asked me to stay over for the night. the thought of that was both awkward and arousing at the same time.

Around 1am we went to bed, it was a king sized bed with satin sheets and it was the first time I've seen mr. Gerrits completely naked. He didn't have hair all over his body but his chest was almost completely covered in it and his fat circumcised cock poked through the thick bush of pubic hair.

He leaned back onto his pillow and I joined him soon after, our eyes met and he pulled me closer for a kiss. As our lips touched his hand grabbed a handful of my ass and pulled me against it, our cocks rubbed against one another as we continued kissing.

He got up for a quick run to the bathroom and rushed back to the bedroom, in his hand he held a condom. I was a little afraid and nervous as I've never had a gay experience before much less anal sex. So I asked if it was one with a flavor for blowjobs I thought but I got a reply that flavor had no use where that was going and I found the answer for my question.

I even explained it was my first time and how unsure I was but he didn't reply and instead turned me on my back facing him lifted my legs up. His cock pressed against my tight hole and he poked inside before stopping for a second and then moving an inch further each time until he was able to get inside a bit easier.
It felt almost like someone had punched the air out of my stomach but the pain soon turned into a more bearable one and eventually into pleasurable one.

When I got less tense and nervous it went in that much easier, I saw Gerrits above me fucking me wildly, a side of him I've never witnessed before and I was enjoying it. Pinned down with nowhere to move but still with that sense of safety I've always had with him. He grabbed my cock and started jerking it, it didn't take much with his cock up my ass and his hand moving firm and fast for me to ejaculate as it hit me right in the face and left me with no other choice but to take it

His heavier breathing indicated he was very close to orgasm as well and his cock slid out of my ass and took his condom off. I felt several streams of cum hit my hole as he aimed to empty it all inside me. We spend the remainder of the night spooning and fell asleep short after.

It was an experience I won't forget soon and I was lucky enough the guys valued their privacy as much as I do mine. Needless to say the relationship between me and mr. Gerrits changed after this. He would come to my place instead from now on whenever he felt horny and that was quite often, mostly it would only be a blowjob but sometimes he'd want a bit more.