I like rough sex. Actually I need rough sex. I can't cum unless the sex is rough and dirty. Unfortunately my husband is as gentle as a lamb when we have sex. I've never had an orgasm with him. I've been faking with him for years. I never had one at all until I was introduced to the world of hard, rough, painful, humiliating sex. That's when I had my first orgasm and many more since.

We were at a house party at a friend's place. I went upstairs to use the off-limits bathroom because there was a line downstairs. When I came out there was a guy outside in the hall. When he saw me come out he said that he'd been watching my hot ass all night and introduced himself. I was trying to be offended but I wasn't. I told him my name and he told me that he could tell that I hadn't been fucked properly in years. I said um yea, sorry I'm married. He said that married pussy needs real cock once in awhile too.

I really didn't know what to say. No one had ever spoken to me that that before. I was surprised to feel my belly fluttering and strong sexual desire setting in. I had never cheated on my husband and wasn't looking too. All my friends who are married had either had affairs or found out that their husbands had affairs. I thought our marriage was the only normal one ever though my sex life was unsatisfactory.

This guy was so blunt. As we stood there he said look at you getting hot. I bet your getting wet too. I was speechless when he took my hand and led me to a bedroom. Once inside he closed the door, pinned me against it and slid his hand under my dress. He slid his finger inside my panties and rubbed my vagina. He was right, I was wet. I could feel it as his fingers slid into me. He smiled and said I knew it you bitch I knew it.

He pulled my panties off, spun me around, and held me in place as he undid his pants. At that point I was like oh shit and said wait wait wait. He said come on bitch and jammed his cock right up inside me. I was so wet he just slid right in. He started slamming it into me. Not real fast but very hard so that it hurt. It hurt so good though. As he did this he got more aggressive pounding me harder and faster. I actually started making noises as he fucked me. He said that's it c**t and kept pounding. I could feel a huge buildup as my first ever orgasm neared. He knew it and said so saying yes bitch, cum for me. I'm going to make your married c**t cum. And I did. I cried out as the dam burst on 30 years of frustration and I came for the first time and it was on another man's cock. He covered my mouth to stifle my screams as I came.

My orgasm had hardly settled down when he dragged me to the bed, threw me down on all fours, dragged me to the edge, pulled my skirt up and said now I'm going to fuck you for real. He pressed the head of his cock against my hole and slammed in all the way in as hard as he could. My still sensitive pussy stung with pain as he slid his cock all the way back and slammed it back in. This guy's cock is about the same size as my husband's but it gets a lot harder. My poor pussy was taking a beating. I felt like a virgin again.

He continued fucking me like this until a second orgasm built up and again I was blessed with the tremendous feeling of release as I came for him. I couldn't help but scream out so he grabbed my hair and pulled me back so he could cover my mouth as he fucked me ever harder. I thought I was going to pass out when I started to cum almost as soon as I stopped from the other one. I had been worried about getting caught but I stopped thinking about it and just tried not to lose it as he fucked me.

He flipped me over and dragged my butt to the very edge of the mattress where he kind of straddled my leg and went back to fucking me. I was pressed down on the mattress by his hand which was on my chest. As he fucked me he moved it to my mouth again and shoved my head back into the mattress as I came again for him. He started saying get ready and I tried to tell him not to cum in me because my husband and I were trying to get pregnant but he had his hand around my throat and I couldn't really speak because I was about to cum again. As I was cumming I was trying to squirm away from his dick but he was too strong for me. I heard him grunt out an oh yes then felt him fill me with his own cum.

When he finally settled down he said there, now you know what it's like to really get fucked. I started to cry and he said to relax. He gave me my panties and told me to clean up before going downstairs. Then he grabbed my phone and looked up my number and added it to his phone and sent me a quick text and showed me how to delete it. He asked me what morning was I free the next week. After I said Thursday, he said were were meeting at a hotel Thursday morning so he could fuck me the right way. He said he would text me the place and the room number.

After he went back to the party, I went into the bathroom where I cried again and tried to clean up. I felt guilty and ashamed and I was dreading seeing my husband. After I went downstairs, I kind of hid in a corner until my husband found me. He asked me what was wrong. I just told him that I didn't feel well and that I wanted to go home. He took me home and put me to bed.

I have to confess that I did get a text that Thursday and even though I felt terrible I went and had the greatest sexual experience of my life. I've since met with this guy pretty regularly. I still cry each time I get home afterward because I feel terrible for doing this to my husband but I just can't help myself. I just need the sex so bad that I can't say no. I still haven't gotten pregnant although I know I've been playing with fire. I hope it happens soon and that it's my husband's. So for now I have sex with my husband for him and our baby and sex with another man for me.