Well, this a confession about my sex experience with a guy. he was the first guy who fucked me so he's kinda special. Anyway, this is around 35 years old, he's a family guy with two kids, he's bi like me and were both in the closet. We were always in contacts almost everyday and we talked about sex. I like him very much cause he so hot and he likes younger men. I am 23, average built and good looking but I am gifted with big dick. He likes me even more when I told him he was the first guy that fucked me. A month after our first fuck, we decided to have sex again. I was very excited. We checked in to the hotel and spend the night. That night he told me he love me and I told him that I love him too. We know that we could only keep it as a secret and decided not to expect anything and just enjoy our relationship. That night we had a great sex, the best I ever had. He was good, we started in the shower. I sucked his dick and balls, he did the same to me. He is great kisser, he just know how to please a man. We continued in bed, it was very romantic, we always looked into each others eyes telling how much we love each other. His moans are very sexy, his expression when we have sex is erotic. I asked him to fuck me and he did. He put a condom on and lots of lube. He fingerd my ass and then insert his cock in doggy position. The mixture of pain and lust was amazing, he is such a gentle man, he never did things to make me uncomfortable. It was always about pleasure and romance and it was very amazing, it feels great. We did many postion, thats one good thing about him, he can last for a long time. We did this position where I was on top of him. When I sat on his dick, it hurt a little but for some reason it felt so great. I have never felt anything that before, my cock was rock hard. It was probably something to do with the prostate thing that i've read in the internet but it was amazing, really amazing. I didn't felt any pain at all, I told him that It felt the best. I wan in control during the situation. He asked me if he could remove the condom, I was hesitant but I let him anyway. He was on top of me again for a couple of minutes but return to a position we both love. I was on top him again. The feeling of his cock, skin to skin, feeling him, hearing him saying he love and looking me into the eyes was just amazing. Soon I came and it landed on his neck, he fucked really hard from below until he came deep inside my ass. He was fantastic, it the best sex ever. We rested for an hour talking many things, I enjoy his company a lot. He like hugging me in his underwear. Then we did it again that night and the following morning when we woke up. Its been more than a month since we had sex, we both work far away from each other so we can only see each other when time allows us. He's been telling me right now how much he misses. I know he has a family and he love them so much but I Think I am falling for him for real. Lat time I texted him I told him I will give him my body for him to use. Well he said he love me, I don't know if he is serious but I don't care, I just enjoy our company together.