I have a bff since 1st grade and there has never been any spark between us but for some reason I picture her having sex with me. But I would never tell her that. She wouldn't feel the same. But that's only when she and I watch porn together. We don't masterbate just watch it. And we both like men. And that brings me to Austin. He is also my guy friend and I always hope that one day he will think of me as more than that. I'm becoming a cheerleader so mabey he can see me as sexy and athletic and not a tomboy anymore. I don't really want sex or anything from him just a regular bf to take me on dates and go to my cheer competitions. Then we would be perfect for eachother!😍 this may never happen but I'm not giving up!