Eight days ago I was flicking through the channels on the tv, and pressed play on the remote for the dvd player by mistake. Still flicking I eventually got to the "dvd play channel" for our tv. The scene that came up was of two naked men having gay sex. Only seconds into watching it I saw my husbands face as he turned around to face the camera. It was his ass that was being fucked by an older man and my husband looked as though he was really enjoying it. Rather than being repulsed or annoyed, I found myself terribly turned on and knowingly I began to play with myself as I continued watching them fuck on our bed. Removing my skirt and panties I began to frantically play with my clit as I became ultra aroused. Seeing my husband take another mans cum all over his face was too much for me and I came with an extremely violent orgasm. It was simply the best orgasm I'd possibly ever had. When he came home from work and we'd had our dinner, I asked him to put on a film so we could watch it together, knowing the dvd of him being fucked was still in the machine. I watched him closely as he removed the dvd and replaced it with a film I wanted to watch. He was bright red when he rose, the dvd still in his hand. Moving into the kitchen I heard him placing the dvd on top of one of the cupboards. Later after the film I made him fuck me in the ass, once again I came real hard not long before he did deep inside me. Every day after that I've watched the dvd through, and each time I seem to have been more and more turned on, using my sex toys to replicate what they're doing to each other.
The reason for my confession is, I'm hoping people can help me. As I'd like to let him know I've seen the film, how much it turns me on and that I'd like to maybe be involved in his gay sexual affair. I can't think of anything more horny than watching him being fucked right there in front of me and me using one of my dildo's to fuck myself with at the same time. My only problem is, how the hell do you raise the subject in the first place ??.