I've had this obsession with this guy, for almost 3 years now. I've dated him many times. But the relationships always fail. He's been a dick and I know it I just can't seem to pull away from him. He has t hit me or done anything like that. I'm wondering if maybe I just sexually want him. You know???????????????? Like, I think I may just want to sleep with him but I'm a dork and too afraid to bring it up with him in case I'm rejected. I mean, I have feelings for him, I know I do. But I just don't know what to do with them. On a way I want to just fuck him like crazy and suck on his thick juicy cock. But then, I want respect. And I want him to care about me. What the fuck do I do????????????????!