My Mistress has apparently managed to mentally condition me so that I can only orgasm if she (or someone with a womanly voice) tells me to. I tried masturbating on my own and couldn't orgasm, I tried having a guy tell me to orgasm and that didn't work, but I asked another woman and I was able to orgasm. (She's not denying me right now, so I'm not disobeying her or anything. Just an ordinary weekday.) I'll have to tell her about this next time we meet.

I actually don't think I mind, not being able to orgasm unless someone online lets me.