Transsexual Male / 21
I've always know I was a woman. When I was little my sisters and I would play dress-up; they wanted me to be Prince Charming, but put on the Princess dresses just like they did, sat at the tea party table and practiced with makeup. As I got older I graduated into trying on my mother's clothes and eventually began stealing my sisters' stuff when I thought I could get away from it.
This coming year is my last year in college. Almost everyone here call me Michelle, rather than Michael. I wear skirts or leggings to class and my parent's health insurance covers the cost of the hormone therapy that gave me a nice puffy set of b-cups.
So, you must be wondering why I'm writing this in the "dreams and wishes" section?? You see, I'm 21 today and still a virgin in every sense. Don't get me wrong, I've stuffed vibrators, dildos, bananas, cucumbers - you name it and it's either gone down my throat or up my ass. I've just never been with anyone before. Not a girl, not a boy, no one and tonight I really want to find out if I can satisfy a man.
I want someone burly, a lumberjack or construction worker type. Big, broad shoulders, a beard, strong both physically and emotionally. Someone who will make me feel like a woman, use me like a whore. I want to sink to my knees in front of him, unzip his jeans to free a large, thick cock. I want to feel the head open my mouth and throat, the long shaft pulse with each beat of his heart. I want his hands on the back of my head, urging me to take more and hear him moan as my throat opens for his shaft.
I want his hands on my hips and I kneel on his bed, my ass high in the air. The lubricant cool as he roughly smears it over the tight rosebud of my ass. His grip firm and insistent as he pushes, forces his thick meat into me. Opening, filing, splitting me.
This is my dream for tonight, but I know it wont happen. I live in a very small town in Northern Maine and up here everyone knows your business. I can get away with dressing like a girl, going to college, and even hold down a job at the local Dunkin Donuts, but there's no one up here he wont take an opportunity to beat the crap out of me if I made the first move, and I wouldn't; trust any of these fuckers not to gang rape me and beat me to death after.
So, tonight I'm going to sit in my dorm room (summer classes - yeah!) and jack off while I watch shemale porn and fuck my ass with a dildo. One day I'll move to a bigger city where girls like me are more accepted and maybe, just maybe I can live out my dream then.
This coming year is my last year in college. Almost everyone here call me Michelle, rather than Michael. I wear skirts or leggings to class and my parent's health insurance covers the cost of the hormone therapy that gave me a nice puffy set of b-cups.
So, you must be wondering why I'm writing this in the "dreams and wishes" section?? You see, I'm 21 today and still a virgin in every sense. Don't get me wrong, I've stuffed vibrators, dildos, bananas, cucumbers - you name it and it's either gone down my throat or up my ass. I've just never been with anyone before. Not a girl, not a boy, no one and tonight I really want to find out if I can satisfy a man.
I want someone burly, a lumberjack or construction worker type. Big, broad shoulders, a beard, strong both physically and emotionally. Someone who will make me feel like a woman, use me like a whore. I want to sink to my knees in front of him, unzip his jeans to free a large, thick cock. I want to feel the head open my mouth and throat, the long shaft pulse with each beat of his heart. I want his hands on the back of my head, urging me to take more and hear him moan as my throat opens for his shaft.
I want his hands on my hips and I kneel on his bed, my ass high in the air. The lubricant cool as he roughly smears it over the tight rosebud of my ass. His grip firm and insistent as he pushes, forces his thick meat into me. Opening, filing, splitting me.
This is my dream for tonight, but I know it wont happen. I live in a very small town in Northern Maine and up here everyone knows your business. I can get away with dressing like a girl, going to college, and even hold down a job at the local Dunkin Donuts, but there's no one up here he wont take an opportunity to beat the crap out of me if I made the first move, and I wouldn't; trust any of these fuckers not to gang rape me and beat me to death after.
So, tonight I'm going to sit in my dorm room (summer classes - yeah!) and jack off while I watch shemale porn and fuck my ass with a dildo. One day I'll move to a bigger city where girls like me are more accepted and maybe, just maybe I can live out my dream then.
