Yeah, when I was a kid! Lot's happened. I wonder if there are others out there like me or am just a private individual??
If you can remember what it was like as a kid then this may bring back memories. I started playing with myself before I even realized what I was doing but it felt so good I couldn't stop. To begin, I recall when I was probably less that 6 years old, I had a pet kitten. You know how kittens are, they like to play and will go for anything that moves. Okay, I mom had an old fashioned trunk sitting in the corner of what we called the front room. I crawled behind it with my kitten. As I started playing with myself my kitten saw my dick thribbing and he attacked it with it's mouth. I started screaming and laughing, it was fun having my kitten suck on my dick. I continued this and I suppose my mom heard and wondered what was going on. She came in and looked behind the trunk just as the kittle made a dive for my dick. She lauged and grabbed the kitten, gave it a light spank and said, "You naughty Cats." She told me to get out from behind the trunk and stop that silly game. I can still see it all in my mind just like it was yesterday.
Okay, maybe a couple years passed before or neighbors daughter, a teenager, came for a visit. Mom and dad had a bed they slept on in the family room. The neighbor teenager started letting my brother, 2 years my senior, and me push her backward onto the bed. Her dress would fly up and she would giggle and laugh. She was older than me or my brother. Maybe my brother understood sex but I was still to young but I did know girls bodies were different than boys. She would let he dress fly up enough where we could see her panties and get a little glimpse of her pussy. Anyway, hears and came into the room and needless to say, that little game ceased and mom I don't think knew what was going on. Just kids games.
Well, we lived on a small share croping farm. A few years later my dad would let me work on the farm doing things that I couldn't harm. He started public work and only worked after hours on the farm. Anyway, I was old enough now to understand sex but only as much as I heard the other boys at school talk. I remember them bragging about jacking off and cuming and shooting long spurts across the bathroom. I thought I was cuming but wondered why I would cum just a drop on clear cum but never shoot it out. I was talking to a neighbor friend, a few months older than me, and he jacked off and shot his cum a good distance. I showed him my cum and he told me that I was not cuming, that was pre cum. You see, I was always later in maturing than the other kids my age but I'll never forget jacking off in the bathroom one day a little later on and got scared to death. I felt this strange feeling in my lower stomach and wondered what was happened. All of a sudden I started shooting and I imediately knew what it was, it felt good now. I attempted to clean it up but suppose I failed to get some. Later when all alone with my mom she made a comment like, "Since you are growing up you have got to learn to clean up behind yourself." Kinda embarrassed me 'cfause I knew exactly what she was talking about.
So, that started it. When I was alone in the farm fields I'd make it a point to jack off every time I was out of everyone sight. We had a barn out behind the house and I'd go there often and jack off. I was a hobby and a habbit by then. I probably was 12 years old.
So, as I said before, my dad took to public work. A neighbor girl also worked and would ride to and from work with my dad. She lived about 1/4 mile from our home. She would walk up for her ride in the AM and then walk home in the PM after they returned from work. She was probably a good ten years older than me. Anyway, I finally got the nerve to hid where no one could see me but in plain view of her as she walked by. I would drop my overalls and jack off and she would always hear or see me in the cornor of her eye and would turn to look straight at me but everytime after she saw that it was me she would immediately look back forward. So, she had three sisters younger that she, one younger than me. I never suspected she would blab. But, another girl in my class at school visited he sisters lots and one day in school the frind said to me, "Why don't you give me a show like you do Sis??" Not her real name. So, I sat in a desk in the rear of the room on the outside row, she took a desk on the row to my right but one seat back. No one else could see. So, I slide forward in my seat so my dick would me under the desk but she could see from her seat. I started jacking off for her to watch. She would smile. Our teacher, while axplaining our assignment began walking slowly to the rear, stopping periodically. I shot my cum all over the floor under my desk. At the time the school had wooden oiled floors. I was wearing rubber soled shoes and tried to rub the cum into the floor with the sole of my shoe. Our teacher continued around, stopped beside me, placed her hand on my shoulder, smiled and reached into her pocker, got a kleenex and handed it to me and walked on.
After the bell sounded to change classes the teacher stood by the door as we all exited. Since I was in the rear I was the last to exit. She again put her hand on my shoulder and stopped me. She smiled and said, "You need not worry, the janitor will probably clean up your mess and wonder who did that." But after I got over the embarrassment I fell in love with that teacher and I think she favored me above all the others because I could skate on homework and all and would end the term with an A. She would always smile and speak each time we met, even after I graduated and joined the military.
And this is just the beginning. This is probably when the real excitement began. We had another neighbor kid several years younger than me. She loved to visit and we would play with my Agriculture Project, a bunch (maybe six) rabbits in a fenced lot with green grass in it. She liked to play mom and dad but she always remined me if I was over 12 she wouldn't do anything. I don't know where she got her education, probably her sexy mother who was alone because her husband was in the military and she probably knew how young girls like to experiment. Anyway, I lided and told her I was only 10 and she would let me fuck her but I would never cum in her although she was probably to young to get pregnant, besides when my cum would run out she'd know I had lied. So I would always pull out and cum on the ground where she couldn't see it. I remember fucking her many times and we both enjoyed it but years later when I'd return on military leave and I'd see her it appeared she would try to hide from me. Maybe embarrassement or that she was married and afraif her husband would detect something.
Now, I am hesitant to mention this afraid the other party will see it, because she refuses to acknowledge and denies it never happened but I cannot imagine her not remembering it. As it goes, the friend that told me that all I had was pre cum and not really cum, confessed to me one day that he had fucked this neighbor girl, younger than both of us, who lived ebetween our two homes. I didn't tell he but at that time I was fucking his sister, about 2 years younger. I men she was all into it. At nights we all would play hide and seek, He and the girl who denies all had younger sisters so we would devide up, He and Ann, I'll call her, me and his sister and then the two younger girls. I never saw it but he told me that he was fucking this partner. I know I was fucking his sister. We would hid and fuck, away from the younger girls.
Now, this is the part that Ann denies remembering. Her parents both worked public work. One day she and I were playing mom and dad in her dad's car. Her parents were asleep but I was old enough to be afraid that they would wake up and come out and catch us. She wanted me to play with her pussy, which I did because I knew no one would see this. So we left the car and both went to an unoccupied shed but all we did there was I'd oplay with her pussy.
Again afraif of being caught 'cause there is no telling who may have seen us go into the building, we left and went into the front yard of my home, underneath an apple tree. My mom called me for lunch. I went in but she remained there under the apple tree. I hurried through lunch and went back to where she was. She was still wanting it but we were in plain view of both homes where either parent could look out the window and see us. She wanted me to play with her pussy again and I did and then she told me to get on top. I was definitely afraid someone would see this and know.
Well, that is the way that ended. My dad build a new home close to town, we moved off the farm, and I lost contact with her.
Well, a few years later after graduating school, school wasn't my bag, so I and 2 friends joined the military and left for training.
And that begins another story but this is to long already so I'll close and write the other part later. Hope I didn't bore you.

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by Anonymous on Jul 13, 2013 at 9:01 PM

One of the worst confessions I've ever read. And I've read some absolute shit in the past year.

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