I told rick over and over and over and over again I loved him, he kept pursuing me to break my heart over and over. you could have given me more love and care then you did. you knew I loved you. you knew I was serious about you, yet you went around fucking every girl but me and you didn't want other men to want me.

I noticed the night you pulled Trevor off me at the party, you saved both our necks because he pushed me up against the wall to fuck me in the kitchen he drank too much, sure that is one issue enough, but you didn't want me yourself, but you didn't want me having anyone else.

I thought when you pulled trevor off me you wanted me, but you led me on. you hurt me taking those lecture notes on me, what did you and katy do, fuck on them or jump on them????

I don't know why you played games on me so many times, did you go out with William and not include me or something???? William must have known I liked him. but you could have helped me more by just having sex with me at least or pashing out a little with a dry shag or what... you hurt me over and over and over again, when I loved you as soon as I met you. did you do all that cuz you knew I liked William???? if didn't have to be this way... but I will always care about you but I can't go to you because of what happened. and you are married.