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ok, my experiences with the American man were dangerous for a serious guy I was interested in, but he let me down badly and I don't want a man to let me down again like that.

I have to admit he turned me on the way he drove like a freak out of hell, I fell asleep in the back seat while he drove. that was always gonna happen because I drank too much that night but he didn't seem to mind at all, we were alone and afterwards we got back to katies place and he was whispering like really sexy in my ear and I am sure he wanted a blow job outside katies place, the way he pushed his crutch up at me as I climbed over to the front seat and he held me and was really making a play for me in the car.

maybe I should have fucked him right then and there, fuck I really wanted to. but he seemed to so controlled( I wondered if was like undercover or something with cia lol)... I picked up strange things. katy dressed too well ungreased clothing for just coming to a lecture after work which she made everyone know about at the mid break for coffee and tea. I straight away questioned that in my mind but said nothing. it was not my business anyway. but she was a super bitch ... like for some reason with my mental break down I got hopeless at maths but she was like really making a big deal about adding up stuff in her head at the check out, like as if I frigen cared. she knew rick was making a play for me.

god I should have kissed him that night. I wanted to so much, but because I drank so much I was worried that he would not like that or my alcohol breath... (maybe I am over hung up on that, its not nice). but god was it so nice him whispering really sexy nice stuff in my ear. and kissing my ears and asking what I wanted ... I just joked and said "world peace, to be rich and find ever lasting love" well, that is important things to me. :) and pressed by head and shoulders against him. fuck did he smell so nice. he wore silk business shirts and had a ok sports style car, I knew I liked him straight away. It was so painful that I just cried and cried when he hurt me fucking katy yet not letting men I liked around me. he pulled trevor off me he stopped me talking "zipp it" when I kept telling him I liked him a lot, like mini me and doctor no or evil... - a bit of a control freak, and other stuff.

I would have liked to have had more fun that night with everyone without group sex however. a few times I sat on his knee and he touched me up looking up my pantyhose and pants, but not in a dirty way...just like joking about the colour of my underwear or whatever.

well, I would like a guy who will treat me nice and a little sexy without being dirty. that shit clicked something in my head...upsetting me...his American voice sent me wild, and he would make me cry a lot...I felt helpless around him. he used to do this crazy eye twinkling merserizing thing with me, and come up to me and fold up my collar ...even another girl that night said "I thought he was going to kiss you that night" I said "yeh, or maybe just fooling me". I want to forget about him and have great experiences with someone else.

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by Anonymous on Jul 18, 2013 at 7:13 AM

the worst thing was he attacked me one night and kicked into me, then took katies side for things even though she was the one who bashed into me and tried to run me over.

they were all on drugs, doing weird sex.

I was the odd one out ... I just wanted a nice guy to be perfect for me.

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