I have been wet all day thinking about david. seriously I feel like he is my everything at the moment. I know I can find others but he feels special to me. people always put me last. if I say I like a guy I usually have to wait 10 years to meet them. fuck that. I want them now. I am sick of waiting.

I want to have great sex with a guy I love and I want to have twins babies that would be interesting. as time goes on its getting late to have babies, I could have a surrogate.

I am sick of waiting. my relatives have made out they are helping me but I question that...I should not have had to wait this long for a nice guy.