A stupid argument and an off the cuff remark has brought me the position I'm stuck in. The argument was over money and my misunderstanding of why my husband wouldn't spend any money on us and position I took was to think it was all about him. Out with my friends a few night later, after loaning some money from a friend, I got chatted up by a younger guy who's a neighbour of ours. He lives only a few doors away, and my husband and I are reasonably good friends of his parents. The remark I made was to ask him if he was packing as much in his underwear as his father seemed to be, when we shared their pool a week earlier. He answered by placing my hand on his bulge and offering me a closer look. My friends warned against going outside with him, but I took no notice. The drink, the argument and my perceived injustice, plus his good looks and youth had me following behind, out of the bar. The parking lot was dark and I'd become horny. With our neighbours sons jeans open and me on my haunches, I gripped his growing cock and took it into my mouth. Sucking his dick for a couple of minutes, told me he was probably packing just as much as his father if not more. We had no condom handy and I didn't want to walk back inside before he'd fucked me, so nearly falling over from the drink, I offered him my ass to fuck. Over some guys hood was how my friends found us five minutes later, when they came out to see if I was ok. My ass was being spread wide by our neighbours sons cock as he pounded into me. He didn't even stop when they came into the gloomy view I had. All three of them watched as he fucked me and then came deep up my ass. They turned away though when I turned, ducked down and sucked his cock back into mouth, as if to say "I'll do what the fuck I want". They were leaving when I got back in the bar, stopping one of the girls I asked her what the big problem was. She said she'd phone me the next day when I was sober to explain.
The following day she did phone and went on to tell me, our sweet neighbours son was well known for being in a gang. He was also well known for using women, one way or another. Before she hung up she told me there was a rumour going round, he'd blackmailed a woman into letting him fuck her, so he wouldn't have him and his friends fuck her daughter. I answered by telling her "Yeah, but his parents are our neighbours". I started to worry though when she told me who the woman supposidly was, it's his auntie. Seeing him when I was out with my husband a week later, he waited until my husband went into the bank then approached me. Stepping in close he put his mouth to my ear, at the same time he put his right hand under my skirt and began to rub my pussy through my panties. He said "Make time later and bring a condom, I don't want a brat. Meet me at the park around eight". Moving my panties aside he slipped a finger inside me, took it out and was walking away licking it as my husband came out of the bank. On the journey home my husband explained why he'd been holding the financies so tight. He explained, he'd been saving hard for our tenth wedding anniversary. The money he'd taken out was to pay for a Caribbean vacation he'd planned as a surprise.
I didn't go to the park a fortnight ago to meet up with our neighbours son and ever since I've been worried sick he's going to spill the beans. I know I've made a massive mistake and I'm truely ashamed, embarrassed and feeling rightfully awful on my husband for what I've done. I've spoken to all my friends and apologised to them in person, but each and every one has told me, it's only a matter of time before the young man who I let fuck me in the ass, will want to have me again. The mess I've made is of my own making, I just wish I could think of a way out of it and get back to loving the man who has been everything to me, my husband.