Straight Female / 26
I met a man online on a very specific type of website. No it was not just to hook up. In the beginning it was fun. He met all of my needs, which in reality I am pretty easy. I just need to hear that I am beautiful every once in awhile, that he'd like to fuck me and my favorite "good girl". I get off on doing things for him, knowing that I am pleasing him. SO yes doing chores, I like it cause I know he enjoys watching me do them, usually in uniform (just panties), I enjoy cooking for him, he lets me put on a show for him while everything is in the oven. I love when we are playing and he calls me his bitch, his slut, his whore whatever he wants. I love sucking him off and I love the way he fucks me. I am ready for him whenever he wants me. Don't get me wrong,I am not a door mat, I am not always easy to deal with and I have an opinion, I state it, we argue occasionally. I truly get pleasure from pleasing him though.
But I am not enough for him. He wants to fuck other women, and he wants me to be a part of it. He dresses me up shows me off but won't let another man near me because he is too jealous (I don't mind that). But he expects me to be okay with him fucking other women...
I wish I could put him in my shoes for those 5 minutes when I am supposed to be on the edge of the bed watching him make her scream for him and coming for her. Not for me, for her. Part of the turn on in doing things for him is knowing that I pleasure him, part of the reason I like sucking him is because it's a pleasure I can give him no one else should be able to. But whoever he picks, she does, she gets to give him pleasure in the ways I enjoy most.
Why would he think I could be okay with that???? He said he loved me today, I think it was to prevent me from leaving because I had a conniption this week while we tried to sort it out.
I am 5'6", for those of you who pay attention, my measurements are 32C, 28", 41". I am in great shape I have red hair blue eyes, pouty lips and I am in great shape. I am a beautiful, intelligent woman. I have a degree in aviation, I am working on 3 more in other areas. I have successfully opened and maintained a business, I love working on cars and airplanes, I can keep up in a conversation about philosophy, politics, current news, etc... I love playing sports, I love a challenge, and I love SEX!
Why am I not good enough for this man???? Just me, no one else????
But I am not enough for him. He wants to fuck other women, and he wants me to be a part of it. He dresses me up shows me off but won't let another man near me because he is too jealous (I don't mind that). But he expects me to be okay with him fucking other women...
I wish I could put him in my shoes for those 5 minutes when I am supposed to be on the edge of the bed watching him make her scream for him and coming for her. Not for me, for her. Part of the turn on in doing things for him is knowing that I pleasure him, part of the reason I like sucking him is because it's a pleasure I can give him no one else should be able to. But whoever he picks, she does, she gets to give him pleasure in the ways I enjoy most.
Why would he think I could be okay with that???? He said he loved me today, I think it was to prevent me from leaving because I had a conniption this week while we tried to sort it out.
I am 5'6", for those of you who pay attention, my measurements are 32C, 28", 41". I am in great shape I have red hair blue eyes, pouty lips and I am in great shape. I am a beautiful, intelligent woman. I have a degree in aviation, I am working on 3 more in other areas. I have successfully opened and maintained a business, I love working on cars and airplanes, I can keep up in a conversation about philosophy, politics, current news, etc... I love playing sports, I love a challenge, and I love SEX!
Why am I not good enough for this man???? Just me, no one else????
