I love to be in the garden and I come from a background of a family who had flower farms. I love to have a variety of flowers scented and fruits and ferns etc.

I am happiest in the garden looking after the plants and playing with my pets.

I used to babysit a lot and make vintage Christmas decorations by hand, or sewing, reading and writing in my journal. I learnt some music and singing in the church choir but never went far with that.

I do enjoy going out and having fun with a group of friends but don't do that a lot.


I have a variety of interests yet still can't seem to get romance right which is painful mostly due to my shyness and abuse and sexual assault issues.

I have done some study but nothing to really boast about. I have worked a little but nothing I really feel proud about.

I don't know what is wrong with me, and why people don't like me. why a lot of young guys never liked me.