This story starts very early in my young life. I was probably 5.. or just turning 5. And my mom and dad just got a movie from blockbuster. This movie was Rated R.. it was about a photographer who made these people do things to each other, while he took their pictures. I feel like my childhood was ruined after this. That night When it was bathtime.. i imagined the man forcing me into sexual positions.. I had set my little wet body on top of the bathtub lining and grinding my bald pussy across it.. until it hurt. Well, when i think of these memories I realize i was already humping things.... i had never been touched inappropriately/molested. Anyways. when my fussy became dry.. i had put body wash on the bathtub lining and began grinding it again... i was grabbing my flat chest where my boobs would be. I pretending i was with an other man. I remember having a bear that was bigger in size than me and i would take it to my closet i would makout with it. I named him after a man i had seen in a movie... he was my lover... i remember i would strip naked and sit in my yellow chair.. as if i were tied up. and i would look out the door and make sure i wouldn't get caught.I found my moms and dads marriage enhancing books... which were different types of ways to spice up your sex... i looked at these books for hours at a time. My mom caught me in her closet looking at them and threw them away.. Well i still thought of them. Being my age now (17) I cant believe the way i thought when i was just a little girl. Being probably 5 or 6.. I began to imagine having different partners/boyfriends. i would makeout with my bear and say my classmates name.. (only in kindergarten) When i moved from that house.. I was probably 8. I was always horny.. I wanted a mans touch on my young body. My younger brother I experimented on him. He was only 5 maybe 6. I use to play house with him and eventually got him to put his tongue in my mouth.. and we kissed. and i blew him.. I am so ashamed of that and i am sure he probably remembers it.. but i have never i my life mentioned this. I stopped that not too long after we almost got caught.. my brother and i were playing house and we were laying in the bed no bottoms on.. and i had my hand on him penis as he had his hand on my chest. I had no clue about my pussy. No clue on what it was for.. except for i went to the bathroom from there. I became less horny for a couple years until highschool. I would still imagine kissing boys and sucking their dick.. But i had not as bad as i am now. I had never touched my pussy for any reason besides the times i had my period. I never used tampons because i was which was when i was 14. I was in 9th grade when I first thought about touching my pussy. I heard from a story that involved having an exciting time riding a horse bare back and when the girl was question why she was smiling and giggling almost.. the woman realizedthat she was having and orgasm. This made me think about rubbing.. I was so horny that year... i began going online showing my boobs on videochat sites. (34DD) The men went crazy... wanting my to rub my nipples and slide objects between them. This made me feel "hot" Literally.. i felt wet... and i would have these men talking dirty to me.. My wet pussy was throbbing from the senerios they were explaining. I felt i has to touch myself. I stuck my hand down under my pj's and underwear and just grabbed my wet pussy. And just grabbed myself tight. I was clueless on how women mastrebate. i then felt weird with my juices on my hand so i washed my hands and took off my pants. I sat in the floor and began to ru in a circular motion on my panties.. i felt my undies become wet. this made me more horny. I went faster and faster.. and trays when i had my first orgasm. I had felt crazy.. my toes clinched and i squint my eyes closed tight moaning alittle. but then putting my mouth over my mouth so i wouldn't be too loud. it felt so great. That summer i ended up watching a lot of porn. I really got horny when i watched lesbian porn.I have experimented with a girl before.. my bestfriend, we made out and grinded a little while we rubbed our body tighter grabbing eachothers boobs and ass. That was fun.. butbthat was before i touched my pussy. Anyways.. I had to get off the site because i needed a break... well when i got back on I was showing boobs again and i switched and txhed with an old man.. I thought ew gross. Why is he on here, he had to be late 50's or 60's. I went to a new person and another old man comes on... i stayed on him.. and he talks dirty.to me.. and then sticks his tongue out as if he were licking me.. i instantly bwcMe wet. i them rubbed myself in front of him.. but not showing my pussy. I couldnt handle the orgasm.. it was so exciting.. my body went into a shock and i just.sat there and my heart was just racing.. I wanted a mans touch. My moms bf had a 21 year old son who had been saying with us until he could get his truck fixed. and i would always wear low cut shirts where you could obviously she my boobs. i would take my bra off and wear ae through shirts wear you could see my nipples. the thought i had made mw so horny for him... He knew better than to mess with me.. being only 16. I wanted nothing but fir him to fuck my brains out. Well that never happened. I am 17 now and I am horny all the time. I had never stuck anything into my pussy. Nothing tried tampons when i am on my period.. just Doesnt work for me.. But i was lying in bed when i thought lets explore... i had tried to finger myself before.. but couldn't.. I skipped the finger and went straight to an object. I stuck thin marker. it was weird at first.. and then i had almost the whole marker inside me.. and it felt so good. i then wished i had a long hot cook inside me... psounding our hips together. I was overwhelmed wit how horny i was. i have imagined going up to a neighbors house and literally just asking if they would funk my brains out.