I'm in love with a 51 year old married man. I've lived a hard life for only 23. & am adult beyond my years. I know with a doubt that he loves me with his whole heart. Money prevents him from getting a divorce & marrying me. We've both talked about it & hi de nothing from each other. I just want to live a normal life with him. I spend every night alone. I have no family only him. He provides for & supports me. There is nothing in this whole world that I wouldn't do for him. He is the only man to never leave me & the only man to ever show me true kindness. We've been in love for nearly 2 years. Everyday I fear he will die (dangerous occupation) & we will never be able be married. Is it so much to ask from the universe to be able to marry & live with my soulmate. Probably sounds like the musings of an infatuated teenager. How many people in life find a person they can call their soulmate. Found mine but cannot be with him. Oh for a few 100,000 dollars. Its all folly