I have always wanted a normal relationship with a man, all those fairytale things like being kissed in the dark by the beach or wearing a pretty wedding dress and looking pretty and marrying in a church, having at least one baby or twins etc...

I don't know what is wrong with me that I just can't seem to get it right.

I feel like no man will ever love me. I really need him to prove his love and be there.

I am looking for a guy who knows how to dress well and who has some style, I like a handsome young guy who has it all, the gentlemen, the sexy voice and who can turn me on. and be a good father and husband.

I long to be a cute guys sex slave in a nice way who will put my needs first and thing of my desires and feelings and what I like in bed as much as the other way around.

I want to experience lust and I never have.