as a child I got on top of my great uncle because he told me to to ride him a little til he came a few times. I don't know why I did it and still feel weird that I did do it. he used to get me to wear make up when I was 7 and call me other names. he used to get me to scribble all over magazines with dirty pictures and write crude things when I was 6 and 7. looking back now that was dirty to do. he put a lot of shit in my head so young. wanting me to copy the porn pictures and jerk him off for money. it is dirty. it is wrong to hit a child and do sexual things at the same time. I went through a rough period of wanting to lash out at others as a child. having sexual experiences in public places like lifts and what is worse is no one had the time to listen for all those years til took from me.

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by Anonymous on Apr 2, 2015 at 1:13 AM

I'm pretty sure that a lot of your negative feelings when you were young come from the stigma associated with people believing that children weren't sexual and your family, parents teaching you that it was a bad thing to show your sexuality at such a young age or that you were some how a bad dirty, nasty little girl if you showed any kind of interest in sex, however they were wrong in that day of age and have done more damage to children psychologically(confusion, guilt, making you feel like a victim, repressed desires, repressed curiosity, etc). So you shouldn't feel bad about what happen between you and your uncle, it was nothing more then normal human sexuality, because studies have shown that children are sexual beings form birth and that they do enjoy and strive to sexually stimulate themselves. With that as fact today I wonder if maybe sub consciously you know deep inside why you did have sex with your uncle....

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