I have a confession to make that I just have to get off my chest because it's driving me nuts. I want to fuck my big brother so much it's almost painful. I know that's sick, but I just can't help it. Let me explain. I'm 15-years-old (sorry, I know it says 18 above, but that's just the youngest that it'll let you go) and I recently got into a fight with my parents and went to stay with my brother who's 19 and has his own apartment. My brother's very handsome in a rugged bad boy kind of way. He also has a lot of tattoos and a rockin' body. Of course, it doesn't help much that he walks around with his shirt off a lot, which always makes me soaking wet. I know that's dirty, but once again I can't help it.

What makes matters even worse is that he has a girlfriend who's drop dead gorgeous. I'm extremely jealous of how pretty she is. But that's not the bad part. The worse part of all is that whenever she comes over, which is almost every day, the two of them end up in his bedroom fucking eachother's brains out as loud as they can. I can hear her screaming through the wall accompanied by the sounds of my brother's moans and the creak of his bed shaking as he fucks her over and over again. And as gross as it may seem, the sounds coming from his bedroom actually make me hot as hell. I'll often lay there in my own bed masturbating as I listen to the two of them going at it and imagine that it's me in there that he's fucking the shit out of. I even went so far as to sneak into his bedroom one time after they left. I was looking around and found a used condom lying on the floor next to his bed. As I dangled it upside down between my fingers cum started to drip out of it. As ashamed as I am to admit it, I actually extended my tongue and tasted his cum, which sent shivers of excitement through me as I imagined what it would be like to suck on my big brother's cock.

I know all of this probably sounds gross and I should probably get help, but I just needed to get it off my chest.