I had my first Gay experience about a year ago. It wasn't something that I planned on doing, it just sort of happened one afternoon when I was over at the house of a guy that I was sort of friends with. I say sort of, because we were never all that close, and in all honesty I was more just tolerant of being sort of friends with him. He was my age, kind of a nerd, overweight, self-confessed lonely and down on women, and into his computer and playing computer games. I tried to tell him that he really needed to get out more, and frankly I was so bored with him telling me all about his latest computer things and games.
Anyway, I was over at his place that afternoon, and he had been showing me some new computer games that he had gotten. After an hour, I was ready to go, but it had started raining. Of course he said that I should stay, and he fixed some coffee. Well, that was good, and we sat in the living room talking for a change. Then he said how with the rain, we could always just stay indoors and have some fun. I told him that I wasn't really in the mood for more computer games, and he grinned and said how there was always other things that would be fun to do. And, very nonchalantly, he said how cwe could always have some guy fun. I really didn't know what he meant by that, and he calmly said how we could always get naked and jack off together. I was not expecting that, but he went on to say how nobody would know, and how much fun it would be. I thought about it, and probably wouldn't have felt tempted to do anything like that, only it did strike me as maybe being fun.
So I agreed that we could try that, and we got undressed right there in the living room. Well, he didn't have any trouble in getting a boner, which happened almost right away. His dick was not very large, but it had a very broad tip, and he had large balls. To my own surprise, it was a turn on getting naked and getting to see him with a boner, and I started getting one, too. It was just this kind nof neat moment of guys' fun, and we laughed and he complimented me on what a big dick I had and how nice it looked, and I told him what a nice dick he had. We sat on the soaf and just for fun, began playing with each other's boner, which actually felt pretty good. He cerytainly liked doing that and I have to admit so did I. He played with my nipples a little bit, and kissed and sucked on them, and told me how nice that it was getting to do this with as a friend and another guy. I did find the masculinity of the moment quite pleasing and even romantic in its own way. We kissed and made out a little bit, and then he said how he really wouldn't mind having his dick in my butt. I was relcutant, but he said how he would wear a rubber, so I told myself, ok, why not??
He slipped on a condom, and I got on my hands and knees on the carpet, and he got on his knees behind me. I felt the firmness of his hard penis pressing up against my butt hole, and then his penis sliding smoothly in. Like I said, he wasn't all that big, and it did not hurt like I might have suspected that it would. In fact, it was quite stimulating feeling that being done, and very exciting to think that I actually had his hard boner in my butt. He started to fuck me, being quite gentle about it, and I found that even more of a turn on, making my own erection absolutely rigid! He continued to go in and out, grunting and breathing hard, telling me how fantastic it felt, and I thought it felt pretty fantatsic, too. He told me that he was about to come, and began gasping, and the thought that he was going to ejaculate inside of me got me so excited, that I started ejaculating. I just coiuldn't help it. My semen went all over the floor and a lot came out. When it was all over, he had me stay for dinner, and neither of bothered getting dressed, but remained happily naked.
All in all, I was surprised by how exciting and pleasurable the experience had been. About a week later I was back over at his place, and he asked me if I wanted to do it again. Thinking that it was fun, we got naked and got down to it. This time I got to try fucking him, and he was unconcerned about my wearing a rubber, so we did it without. Once more, it was a very thrilling and pleasurable experience and I was quite happy with myself for being uninhibited enough to have tried it. That was when the problems began, however.
Over the course of the next two months we had sex several more times and enjoyed it. Only he wanted to started doing that all the time, and wanting me to move in with him so we could have a secret gay relationship. I definitely was not ready for that, nor was it what I wanted to do. To be honest, I did not find him all that physcally attractive and I did not have any real romantic feelings toward him personally. In put him off, but soon he started to become quite angry with me, and I could see that we had reached a parting of the ways. I do regret that the two of us are no longer friends on any level, and I miss the male sex in my own non-gay way. To be honest, if I had felt differently, I might consider having some sort of roommate situation, just not with anyone that unpleasant and who never seemed to ever really enjoy life, and to harbor a grudge against women. Personally, I am basically hetrosexual and I like woman. I have been having a very good male-female relations for the last several months. If it doesn;t continue, however, I admit that now I might well enjoy having a fun gay-friendship. Mostly I wonder if this sort of thing has happened to other guys.