Straight Female / 42
Dumped Everyone In The Bin
tonight I dumped everyone in the rubbish bin.
I am hurting due to the voices in my head that will not let people in.the voices in my head are hard cops and judges and superhuman other worlds royal lines and they just won't let anyone in.
they are cruel to me at times but what can I do?? there are more of them then me and they gang up on me.
so I always lose.
the voices are saying all the men I like are conjobs and out to harm me. they are only saying this to hurt me and they are hurting me but the voices always win.
they don't want me to be loved.
this is why I can't get into a relationship and be loved ever.
the voices from hell leave me crying, the voices inside my mentally ill head torture me.
I am a mentally ill loser.
the voices are never my friends they are cruel.
tonight I dumped everyone in the rubbish bin.
I am hurting due to the voices in my head that will not let people in.the voices in my head are hard cops and judges and superhuman other worlds royal lines and they just won't let anyone in.
they are cruel to me at times but what can I do?? there are more of them then me and they gang up on me.
so I always lose.
the voices are saying all the men I like are conjobs and out to harm me. they are only saying this to hurt me and they are hurting me but the voices always win.
they don't want me to be loved.
this is why I can't get into a relationship and be loved ever.
the voices from hell leave me crying, the voices inside my mentally ill head torture me.
I am a mentally ill loser.
the voices are never my friends they are cruel.


