my grandfather and great grandfather were music managers back 100 years ago or more. if I sound bitter or bitchy right now its just that I have missed out on a lot of things and a lot of love.
I am not getting any sex at all and that is frustrating to me. I do need love but rarely get any kind of romantic love or care. I don't get sex much. I am often ignored. I am the shadow that hides in the dark that casts a eye over what is often unseen by many.

If I sound mean its because I am hurt and burnt and I am just speaking to people how I have been spoken to.