omfg where 2 begin with this. i'm in luv with my brother who is older than me and it's drivin me nuts. he does things that drive me krazy n he makes me soo horny on a daily basis that my poor vibrator is makin a noise like its goin to quit on me. i do have a b/f n he often is the victim of my brothers sexual advances n we fuck for hrs. i cant help it and my brother gets me all worked by brushing my hair,giving me massages and getting very close to my hot spots. i mean barely stopping before touching my lips down there that close n it sets me on fire n then he just walks away n if we're on the bed talking he reaches over me for something n he always smells so great n sexy. i want to jump his bones right there but don't cause i'm scared he may say i'm reading too much into it n leave me feelin stupid but what if i did jump him,rape him n just see what happens. he's big enough to push me off for sure. he does send signals that are too apparent to be just nothing. i want him in the worst way. my whole body is screamin fuck him,fuck him but i'm still scared. he has seen me naked numerous times so he knows i want him to see my body but why hasn't he even tried to kiss me. oh lord help me.