after years and years of cheating on my husband and living with the endless guilt i'm gonna come clean. i'm going to tell him i need more than just occasional sex. im going to tell him that i think about giving head to other men constsantly. that i am constant;y horny and that lack of sexual attention and adventure has brought to where he either allows me to seek sex outside our marriage or we end the marraige.

i'm not going to tell him that i've given head to or had sex with all then i've cheated on him with but im going to tell him i can't control my libido anymore and since hes not interested in my satisfaction i will seek satisfaction elsewhere hopefully with his blessing.

i am still a good looking women with no shortage of interested men. I will take care of his needs whenever he wants which lately means maybe once a month if im lucky.

im tired of feeling guilty for satifying my emotionasl and physical needs. i love the guy but im a flesh and blood woman and a girl's gotta do what a girls gotta do.