lately all I think about is having sex with him. I have dreamed of him giving me hard core sex. I wanted him to rape me and take me. I wanted him to lure me into his bedroom while his wife is out. I have these fantasies of being fucked by him in alley ways at night as I work home from work. lately I just want him to fuck me all the time. sometimes the desire makes me feel dirty and desperate but I am those things for him. I am terrible that I want him so much.

I have fantasized about him fucking me in the back seat of his car parked after a date when I am dressed so sexy and he parks out the front of my house and we fuck in the car while he makes me hot for him.

I have cravings of going swimming with him and making out by the moonlight.

I have desires to go out to a nightclub with him and dance and him pash me on tables or sofas in the corners.

that I will be walking in professional clothes and working and he will have an office affair with me.

I sometimes wonder how we will meet. and how will I know it is him.

I guess he sees me as a bad influence that I want to be married and have a child.