for some reason I have a thing for a bit of violence in sexual experience. I like the autoerotic stuff even deliberate burning of the skin with orgasm, being tied up especially with autoerotic sex, fucking up high near edges because i am afraid of heights and it is erotic gets the adrenaline running to try either getting caught in public or dangerous with nipple clamps and vaginal knives and genital mutilations and bleeding.
I try not to do that sort of thing as much as i used to. but I have tried some way out autoerotic sex that was dangerous and painful. masturbating up on tables in front of windows to be seen or outside or in shops. I don't know why I am like that and have trouble having normal sex and romance and I have watched group sex i have watched violent bondage and gay bondage. i like public sex porn and group sex porn of 6 couples, but don't know if i would do it myself ... i am a auto erotic sex person but want to change and find a partner who will give me all i need really to have a baby.