My aunt raised me from the age of 8 after my mother died of a drug overdose. She was always harsh with me, much harsher than she ever was with her own daughters. I was looked at as a burden and tended to act out. When I did she would spank me with her hand and occasionally a belt, always on my bare backside. She never really cared who saw either. She once put me over her knee, pulled up my dress and pulled down my underwear to speak me in front of a man she was dating when I was about eleven.

When I was 15 it had been years since she spanked me. I had forgotten all about those days. I had a few friends over including three guys from my grade. We were sneaking alcohol from my aunt's liquor cabinet. She came home early and caught us.

She was furious. To my everlasting humiliation, she pulled me over her knee right there in front of my friends. I was screaming no and kicking but she's a big lady and I was pretty tiny then. She got my shorts off and slapped my ass as I struggled while yelling at me to stop. Once I did I was crying when I felt my panties slide off.

I heard her tell my friends to pay attention through my sobs just before I felt the first crack on my ass. OMG it stung so bad. She continued. I looked back and saw my friends standing there shocked, the boy's eyes directly on my exposed vagina. From the way I was positioned I knew they had a clear view. While my aunt was spanking me she noticed that I had shaved my pubic hair and called me a slut and beat me harder. My legs were open with her yelling at me, me screaming and crying and my friends dumbstruck.

Afterward she ordered my friends out of the house, and sat me down to berate me for being a slut. I tried to explain to her that everyone shaves but she wasn't hearing it. I was grounded for a month and had to grow out my pubic hair and had to go straight to and from school. Everyone in school heard what happened. I was the talk of the town. Those three boys never looked at me the same way again. Every time I saw one of them all I could think of was that they had seen my pussy and seen me being spanked.

The first time in my life I ever masturbated to orgasm was to the image of those boys staring at my bare vagina while my aunt spanked my ass cheeks. It's been my chief source of arousal now for years. I live with three women now well removed from my aunt but the image of that incident makes me so wet and nothing makes me cum harder.

I've started exposing my pussy to strange men. I make it appear accidental by not wearing underwear with short skirts or loose shorts and I've purposely exposed myself to men on the beach again and again. A favorite memory was the day I pulled my bikini suit aside exposing my pussy then walked out the water and passed a whole bunch of men with it in full view. I acted like I had no idea but I saw a few of the men take notice. I laid out with it exposed for a few minutes feeling the eyes on me before I pretended to realize it and fixed myself.

I also have a strong sexual desire to get spanked. I answered an add on craigslist and allowed an older man to spank and finger me. It was nice but what I really fantasize about is an older aggressive woman exposing my pussy then spanking me in front of a group of strange men. I masturbate to this fantasy all the time. Maybe someday I'll get to live it for real.