my sister used to touch me she never did massive sexual things (like orgasms or masturbations or rubb ups) it was just touching my private parts like but she hated me and always wanted to impurify me and make me UNLOVEABLE and UNWORTHY of love so that I was labeled the slut, she got men to abuse me like my great uncle... she would come in and tell me that I had to perform sexual acts for my great uncle so that everyone could get money. I felt like a prostitute but we needed the money and I felt like I had to protect the other kids or my brother from him, unlike what my great uncle did or my cousin when he tried to rape me when I was 7. him and I used to dry hump or he used to come up to me and chase me off to his bedroom when I was 3 and dance and rub against me and touch me up but when I was 7 or 8 he got me to lay down and pull down my pants and he tried to stick his dick in my vagina. I was incredibly small and so he could not penetrate me, I screamed in fear and pushed him away and cried out no. he tried all the same. I used to follow him around a great deal as a child and he could be mean. I had a love hate relationship with him, but that was nothing compared to LOVE HATE TORTURE relationship I had with my great uncle because he hit me often and forced and dominated me with sex acts and sometimes I retaliated and learnt to fight back or tolerate his overpowering sometimes he was a tall and big built man with whatever sexual violence I could give back. being small can have as many advantages and disadvantages as being big in a fight sometimes.