Straight Female / 40
my nightmare or dream is this confession.
I am a woman trapped and forced to find her only sexual relief in porn and masturbation. I learn to get creative with my masturbation to get a buzz just to keep going.
I watch werewolf classic german porn where a woman walks into the forrest in the middle of the white nights in her nightie and is caught by the beast who has been preying on her mind calling her to the wild with animal telepathy. she screams when she sees the werewolf but he wants her. he takes her by a lake or stream and bizar harpsichord music is played as he fuckers her and she sucomes to the beast in the woods.
she walks in a trance and dream (not knowing if her wake hours are real or maybe it is her dreams and nightmares, the dream world maybe is her real world?? that terrifies her to loose grip and spin down into an insane hell but with no one to turn to she must suffer this alone til her man will be free to save her, and will he ever come??) worried that her sister and father of 67 years are having a secret incestuous affair at night down in his man cave pig sty dungeon.
the moon seems to be getting closer and closer and bigger illuminating the seriousness of this situation that can only lead to yet another fetus sacrifice. is this ritualistic terror to trap the poor nymph into a sexual magik hell??
she has her ritual of love in her bedroom almost raping herself with objects to make her bleed to cut the pain ...she says "if I bleed I can cut this pain right??"
her world is monsters, witches that plot in the night and come out from an old septic tank or ancient graves of savages and primitive beings or yet more witches that were sacrificed in filled old dams near by.
her inner world is fear and terror and she knows she is dragging it into her awake world. the vampires and ghouls and terror that she wants to scream are closing in on her every thought, a time bomb is inside her head. the wolves and vampires are not as different as she has been led to believe... he changes shape and form and blows in with the night wind, he slams doors so loud that cut her memory patterns and shut down thoughts every time she hears a door slam her thoughts stop, whenever a plane flies over her thoughts are disrupted like mind control, its a terror and a pain in her head driving her mad... the wild animals of the night talk to her, the birds, the snakes, the plagues of roaches, or flies or creepy crawlies that bit!
her masturbation rituals are prolific. she masturbates with a hairbrush and knows her father often comes in to touch it or smell it or lick it and read her diary while she is out. so does her sister, is this a plot the two are doing behind her back?? the brush fits her vagina just nicely but in the hollow that breaks open ... full of sperm, she worries it is the sperm of her father or neighbor or the werewolf or vampire who has been visiting her in her bed. at night she wakes to have the werewolves sperm over her bed and body like he has visited her in the night as she sleeps, but she tries to tell herself that maybe this is just a dream or a nightmare?? the crows do not let her rest in the summer months they bark on her mind causing her great mental suffering and torture...what will they become in metamorphosis?? those crows that make her weep. the crows have come to tell her she is pregnant...she is so worried that it will be the werewolf or father that has given her a demon child.
her masturbations turn to on the bathroom floor with a wooden rod that her nephew spilt his sperm on later that night and a fly ends up stuck up her vagina during a frantic masturbation will it eat the fetus?? or will she need to kill another fetus again inside her?? will the flies magots kill the fetus for her?? what will come out of her body, my god she wonders about a demon child created by this distant devious villain who plots and plans her terror-filled life. will her body rot or smell of vermin and decay??
everywhere there are cobwebs and spiders watching her and reporting her demon ways to a distant master. The werewolf still must work out how to get her.
will she find her father and sister having ritual sex by moonlight over that witches secret grave in the back tank underground...their sinister plot for her to remarry a prince to fain her long suffering trials in their incestuous games??
what is going to happen next??
I am a woman trapped and forced to find her only sexual relief in porn and masturbation. I learn to get creative with my masturbation to get a buzz just to keep going.
I watch werewolf classic german porn where a woman walks into the forrest in the middle of the white nights in her nightie and is caught by the beast who has been preying on her mind calling her to the wild with animal telepathy. she screams when she sees the werewolf but he wants her. he takes her by a lake or stream and bizar harpsichord music is played as he fuckers her and she sucomes to the beast in the woods.
she walks in a trance and dream (not knowing if her wake hours are real or maybe it is her dreams and nightmares, the dream world maybe is her real world?? that terrifies her to loose grip and spin down into an insane hell but with no one to turn to she must suffer this alone til her man will be free to save her, and will he ever come??) worried that her sister and father of 67 years are having a secret incestuous affair at night down in his man cave pig sty dungeon.
the moon seems to be getting closer and closer and bigger illuminating the seriousness of this situation that can only lead to yet another fetus sacrifice. is this ritualistic terror to trap the poor nymph into a sexual magik hell??
she has her ritual of love in her bedroom almost raping herself with objects to make her bleed to cut the pain ...she says "if I bleed I can cut this pain right??"
her world is monsters, witches that plot in the night and come out from an old septic tank or ancient graves of savages and primitive beings or yet more witches that were sacrificed in filled old dams near by.
her inner world is fear and terror and she knows she is dragging it into her awake world. the vampires and ghouls and terror that she wants to scream are closing in on her every thought, a time bomb is inside her head. the wolves and vampires are not as different as she has been led to believe... he changes shape and form and blows in with the night wind, he slams doors so loud that cut her memory patterns and shut down thoughts every time she hears a door slam her thoughts stop, whenever a plane flies over her thoughts are disrupted like mind control, its a terror and a pain in her head driving her mad... the wild animals of the night talk to her, the birds, the snakes, the plagues of roaches, or flies or creepy crawlies that bit!
her masturbation rituals are prolific. she masturbates with a hairbrush and knows her father often comes in to touch it or smell it or lick it and read her diary while she is out. so does her sister, is this a plot the two are doing behind her back?? the brush fits her vagina just nicely but in the hollow that breaks open ... full of sperm, she worries it is the sperm of her father or neighbor or the werewolf or vampire who has been visiting her in her bed. at night she wakes to have the werewolves sperm over her bed and body like he has visited her in the night as she sleeps, but she tries to tell herself that maybe this is just a dream or a nightmare?? the crows do not let her rest in the summer months they bark on her mind causing her great mental suffering and torture...what will they become in metamorphosis?? those crows that make her weep. the crows have come to tell her she is pregnant...she is so worried that it will be the werewolf or father that has given her a demon child.
her masturbations turn to on the bathroom floor with a wooden rod that her nephew spilt his sperm on later that night and a fly ends up stuck up her vagina during a frantic masturbation will it eat the fetus?? or will she need to kill another fetus again inside her?? will the flies magots kill the fetus for her?? what will come out of her body, my god she wonders about a demon child created by this distant devious villain who plots and plans her terror-filled life. will her body rot or smell of vermin and decay??
everywhere there are cobwebs and spiders watching her and reporting her demon ways to a distant master. The werewolf still must work out how to get her.
will she find her father and sister having ritual sex by moonlight over that witches secret grave in the back tank underground...their sinister plot for her to remarry a prince to fain her long suffering trials in their incestuous games??
what is going to happen next??
