I hate my neighbor because he couldn't keep his big black mouth shut about us having sex during the day,while my husband was at work. I got my married early because I got pregnant in high school my sophomore year and did graduate this year,thanks to my supportive husband Bobby that has worked his butt off to keep me in school and my own house. Nobody else in school had their own place they all lived at home with their mom's and dad's while I did get pregnant thru not using any form of protection I did enjoy living on my own with the man I loved,but I messed everything up with this affair. My husband didn't deserve this and he has left me and I can't blame him for leaving me. My husband worked hard to provide for me and our baby girl and altho he was doing all of it for our family I was lonely because he worked all the time and was too tired to sit up and watch tv and sex was out of the question because he would fall asleep in the middle or too tired to get it up,which erupted in an agreement one day and my neighbors heard us and my already flirtatious neighbor keyed in on and really up the temptation knowing I was horny as hell. He would catch me outside and come out and talk and he was upfront with his intentions and I entertained the thought of an affair and one day I saw him outside and asked him over and as soon as he came in the door I attacked him with a kiss that led to some amazing sex and almost everyday for a year and 3 months we had sex and I was able to hide it from my husband until my lover got mad with me because off and on for better than 4 months I had been sleeping with his younger brother that he told about our affair,which encouraged his brother to approach me and he has an amazing body and they both have an average size dick about 6 and a half inches but they do know how to use it. I never had a problem with sex with my husband because he was very good and a lot of fun in the sex department but all the work just killed any sex life we had. We could probably work things out but I'm pregnant and my husband is racist as hell,so there is no chance he's going to raise another man's baby and especially a half black one. I'm embarrassed that I got pregnant with someone other than Bobby not to mention the baby is interacial,which is a slap to Bobby's face. I screwed up I know that and I have to live with it.