I hated my job as a housekeeper, a coworker was the only reason I stayed, besides money. She was technically my boss, a step above me but not quite management. She was an adorable little Japanese woman. She was literally everything I want in a woman, cute, sexy, nice, we had the same sense of humour, we liked the same bands. It was perfect, all except one detail, not only did she have a boyfriend, she was engaged.
Over a summer of working together, which at a hotel means long, hard days, we'd gotten kind of friendly. The day that changed things was in November, slow season. Only a few people working and plenty of time to kill. As I passed her in the laundry room, I gave her a gently slap on the butt. I don't know what I was thinking. Sexually harassing your engaged boss is never a good idea. She gave me a look of stunned confusion. She didn't look angry but I still left as quickly as I could without saying a word.
A couple hours later, she was helping me finish up a room and I was doing my best to act like nothing happened. I should have apologised but I was too ashamed I had even done it, and she was venting about a fight she was having with her boyfriend so it didn't seem like the time.
We were pretty much done, when she called me over to the bed. I thought she was going to point out a stain on the sheets or something, but no. I'll never forget the look she gave me as she pulled me onto the bed with her. I'm no ladies man, but I knew what that look meant, "I want you!". She did too. She didn't want to wait until the end of the day, she didn't even want to wait a moment, we did it right there on the bed. We pretty much only got undressed enough to do it but it was so hot. When I think about unbuttoning her shirt, my heart still races. She's a petite Japanese woman so she wasn't stacked but she's everything she needs to be. I was about a foot taller than her and I'll admit, the size difference did make me feel like I was fucking a much younger girl. We completely skipped foreplay and got right to fucking. I'm averagely endowed but again the size difference made a huge difference. She was the tightest woman I have ever been with. We went at it for probably ten minutes, ten minutes of mind blowing sex. She screamed a bunch of Japanese I've heard while watching Asian porn, but what I'll never forget was the way she screamed "Fuck me" with her accent. Ten minutes was as long as I could hold out. I didn't even ask, I just came inside her. I had never cum so hard before and haven't since. It's a good thing she didn't seem to mind.
We laid there for a minute in a blissful trance before we pulled it together. We got dressed, changed the bed linens, and she left me to finish my last room. At the end of the day, things had started to get kind of awkward. We said a civil goodbye then we didn't talk for a couple days. When we finally got up the nerve to talk about it, we both agreed it was a big mistake and that we should pretend it never happened.
In the next month, she married her fiancé, then she quit, then I quit about a month later. We fell out of contact almost immediately but I still think about her sometimes. I still feel guilty because I think I'm a good person. It's been almost a year and I haven't been with another woman since because I don't think I deserve to be trusted. I know you might think I'm weak willed but could you have said no to everything you've always wanted??