My mama died at the young age of 50. She had female surgery (Hysterectomy) and according to the doctor a blood clot in her leg broke loose during the night, hit her heart and smothered her to death. I was only 22 years old at the time and thought she was an old woman. I am older now that she was and don't feel that I am an old man. Anyway, this confession was about her. She and my dad divorced when I was 12. I suspected later that she was too hot for him to handle so he packed up, got a divorce, gave her everything and booked. We never heard from him again.
Okay, that left mom and me all alone. She had dates that would stay over at night but at 12 I didn't think anything of it. She let me have my way most of the time so what else could a 12 year old ask for. I brought friends in, male and female. We played games and mom left us alone. Well, as time went on and I got older I began to get that unfamiliar feeling and noted there was a difference between girls and boys. When I'd think of that difference I nated that my pecker would get stiff and like to be played with. One nigh when I was 14 years old I was in my room watching TV (In those days we were restricted to limited channels). The girls were parading in their bathing suits, probably Miss America, I don't recall. But I do recall getting undressed and getting ready for bed and I got a boner from seeing the gals parade and was playing with myself. I'll brag, my pecker was the larges of all the boys in my gang. All of a sudden the door swung open and all I heard was "What are you doing??" I jumped and tried to get my hard pecker back into my pajamas. But mom said, "Too late. I've seen it all now." And she came over and sat beside me on the bed. She reached over and stroked my pecker and brought my pecker back alive. What mam didn't know was one night when she had a sleep over mate I peeked in the door of her room and saw her and her friend 69ing. I even told my friends what I had seen. They all, boys and girls, admitted they would like to see that. Anyway, mom, point blank, asked if I'd like to put that thing to work. Kind of bashfully I confessed that I often worked out on it by jacking off thinking of her and John, her sleep over. She asked why us and I confessed that I had watched him suck her pussy while she sucked his pecker. "Well, did you learn anything from it??" And she stood and removed all her clothing and she did have a beautiful body, even without a bathing suit. She stood before me and pulled my face into her puss. I just rolled my face around with my open mouth directly on her wet and warm puss. She fell over on the bed and began sucking my pecker and I just had to start sucking her puss. I taste good. We lay there and sucked each other until we both comed. She then led me into the bathroom, get a hot, wet soapy wash cloth and cleaned us both good. She told me that we would experiment more later.
Well, as boys will be boys I had to blab off to my friends and they all really got carried away and wanted to see us doing that. They were all my classmates therefore they too were probably all 14 years old.
So, a couple days later I asked a couple to come to my house that night but be discreet and I would leave the bedroom door ajar and after they heard mom and me in bed they could peek in. After school I went home and started acting silly around mom until she finally said, "Control your energy until after dinner and I'll put you to good use." So I did, after dinner we went into the bedroom, removed our clothing and got into bed and began feeling each others body until we both were ready. I asked mom if she had a rubber hidden somewhere. She said she did but if I promised to pull out we wouldn't need one, that she loved skin on skin better. So we began by simply playing with each other, me fingering her, which she loved, and her slowly stroking my pecker. Soon we were both ready and I got on top and she took my hard pecker and guided it into her wet pussy. We were lying so that anyone peeking through the door would have a great view of my pecker entering mom's puss. I mean we pounded away . She must have comed at least 3 times and as I comed I pulled out and shot my come all over mom's stomach and tits. She just moaned. We then got cleaned up in the bath as we did before. Afterward I went to the basement where I knew my friends were. They were really excited. They had watched it all. We made plans that they would come some evening and enter the basement through the walk in door. Our basement has a daylight door and picture window facing south. We had it planned that we would be making out in the basement and make enough noise to alert and attract mom. It worked as planned, my four friends, 2 boys and 2 girls and I were in the base and the 2 boys and 2 girls were all undressed and frolicking and playing with others organ and giggling and making crazy sounds and just as hoped mom came down to see what the commotion was. Just as she saw the 4 naked kids she froze, I turned and said in a shocked way, "Mom, I'm sorry. I really didn't expect this." She looked at me and said, "Why are you shocked. Why don't you and I get naked and join them and maybe teach them something??" So she came down and we undressed each other and we too began playing with each other until the boys, like me, began to get a hard pecker, and the girls started playing with their pecker and when mom and I lay on the floor and started fucking they followed suit and did the same. We boys would change partners and all three of us ended up fucking each of the girls. Guess you call it a gang bang. Anyway we all enjoyed every minute.
And that was just the beginning. We all ended up fucking each other until we three boys joined the Air Force together. The girls ended up marrying other fellows. My two buddies and I all ended up getting married also. I was still in the Air Force when mom died but was at home on leave at the time. After the funeral I had to return to duty but released the home and everything to a realtor who sold every thing fast.
Now, the reason I am confessing this is because even now, at the age of 52 and retired from the Air Force and own my own small business I still fantasize having sex with my mom. I have confessed to my wife and she gets turned on listening to my fantasies and we end up with one hell of a sex battle afterward. I think she is about ready to enjoy a gang bang also.