I have a 6 month old son, and he has no father. His dad ran off after her found out I was pregnant, and I've not seen him since. While I was pregnant things where kind of nice, I like sex and there were always guys that were interested in "fucking the knocked up bitch because she's already pregnant". But now that I've given birth to my son, the same guys that have been banging my brains out for the last 8 months are not interested in me.

I breast feed my son, and I am fairly well endowed. I lactate heavily and I wear a nursing bra with 3 pads in each cup and plastic wrap between the bra and pads to keep from leaking all over myself. I've been trying to get out to meet some new guys, but it's difficult. If I get moving around too much, or sometimes when I hear a baby cry and a restaurant my milk lets down, and even with the pads and plastic I almost lays leak. If it's real bad I look like I'm in a wet t-shirt competition. When that happens, then my date usually has some emergency that comes up or he just outright runs off.

I don't think I'm a slut, or easy, but I like sex and I really miss it. I'm horny all the time. Sometimes I have to pump my breasts and feed my baby from a bottle because I'm too horny to breast feed him, it would give me sexual pleasure to have my nipples stimulated. When I'm like that I usually orgasm while expressing, after I'm done pumping the milk for my son.

I have a few toys that I use, but I still miss having real sex. I need to find someone soon that doesn't mind a "milky bitch".