I have a secrete from when I was 15. My dad died when I was 13 mom worked nights so I was home alone. One hot summer night under darkness I went skinny dipping in our pool. The back of the house and one side was wooded so I thought it was very private. I got hard sat on the edge off the pool my feet in the water and jerked-off in to the pool. I thought I heard a noise but blew it off on a cat. I had a neighbor that was in his late 40's. He was married to Helen. The next day was a Sunday, I was out front Helen was going to work, she was a nurse, and she kissed Jim good bye. Jim looked at me waved me to come over to him. I went over he said come in side want to show u some thing. We went to the basement he got a box opened it pulled out a stack of hardcore Magazines. I looked at him then back to the magazines. He said it will give u something to jerk-off to. I said who said I do that?? Jim said every guy dose besides I was watching last night. My face must have turn 5 shades of red. He said it's ok everyone dose it. He said if I wanted to we both could watch each other jerk. I said didn't know about that. He said ok pick out one copy take it with u and don't get cum on the pages. He said bring it back tomorrow and pick another one out. I grabbed one of couples fucking and cumming. Don't know where he got them but in the early 70's there wasn't real hard core porn magazines around. This went on for about 5 days then I went to get another one while going though the box came across at the very bottom gay magazines and there were hard core to. Jim must of seen the look on my face he said theres Lesbian ones there to. He said did u think about us jerking together I said not really, I lied. I opened the gay mag and a guy getting fucked jumped out at me. I was staring at the pics now. Jim knew it was turning me on. He said look at this pic and grabbed another mag showed me a guy getting a load from 2 guys on his face. Jim said that makes him so horny looking at it. He surprised me and just dropped his shorts started to stroke. I started to stare at his big very veiny uncut thick cock. It was my first uncut cock I ever seen. He grabbed my hand pulling it to his growing cock. I didn't try to pull away and replaced his hand. He was big and thick. He reached for my shorts pulling them down along with my underwear. I couldn't believe it we was stroking each others cocks. He surprised me again he bent over took me in his mouth. Boy did it feel good. I told him I was going to cum and he started to real suck me harder and I didn't last at all shooting in his mouth. After I went limp I lost interest but he was having none of that pushing me to my knees. He pushed his cock in my mouth. He said go for it boy u know u want it, and he was right. I started to suck him as I jerked him in my mouth. I thought how weird it was that the extra skin rolled back and forth over the head. He started to shoot filling my mouth fast. It surprised me on how much cum he shot. I was forced to swallow even if I didn't want to. After he said now wasn't that better than jerking-off?? I admitted it was good. He said we can do it any time we are alone. Well for the next week I couldn't get enough of his cock or him of mine. He told me Helen never sucks him and only wants sex the same old boring way him on top. About 3 weeks latter he said lets try something. In his basement he had a table he made. It was a little higher than my cock was and it was bent about a 30 % angle and padded. He said let me fuck u, u will love it. I wasn't to sure but he talked me in to it. We got naked he said stand near the table and bend over. I did as I was told. The bend in the table was just below my bellybutton so my cock and balls were free. He got behind me started to rim me sticking his tongue in my brown virgin hole. He grabbed a tube of k-y and put a ton on my hole and started to finger fuck me. One finger then another and another till 4 fingers were in me. His other hand was jerking my very hard cock. He then got behind me I felt his cock pushing in me. Boy did it hurt I let a scream out as he pushed deeper in me. I lost my hard-on as I felt his balls resting on my balls. He was caressing my shoulders and back and my ass cheeks. The pain stopped and he very slowly started to fuck me. He said just let it happen it will feel so good. He was right as he picked his speed up. He grabbed my hips and started to go to town. As soon as I reached down touching my cock I shot a big load. I felt a warm feeling back there as he said he was cumming. I felt his cum running out down my inner thighs. He turned me in to his sissy fuck toy, I didn't care as long as he sucked me to. We carried on like that till I was 19 and moved away. His wife never found or did my mom.