I hate my life.
I wish I had the strength to kill myself. Nothing is worth living for....
I had to serve over 2 years in state penitentiary before I turned 20 years old.
I dropped out of high school because I never went, and failed all of my classes, and then caught a case when I was a junior is high school.
I have a child that's going to be 3 years old in March 2014. I don't get to see her, and I've only met her once, because her mother ran off with her.
I can't hold a job more than a couple weeks or months at most.
The love of my life left me to be with someone else.
My family hates me.
I never met my father.
My mother is an abusive drunk.
My brothers wont talk to me.
My friends don't really like me.
I'm super poor.
I struggle to feed myself.
I have two DUI's already, which I got in the same week... too add to the $30,000 I owe. On top of that, more jail time is looming.

I'm a good person.
I have a good heart.
I'm pretty handsome.
I'm quite intelligent.
I'm respectful.
I'm unselfish.
I'm loving.
I drive a nice car.
I had a nice girl.
Now I've got nothing. Even my best friends have left me.

I'm going to kill myself soon. And I can't wait. I hate my life.
It will be less painful to be dead, than to have to feel this as I'm living.