Mother is single and drinking when I arrived. She told of having her first girl early. Was the child a family member placed in her. The next three by other family members. She gave me some punch to drink as we talked. I think it was kool aid. Must have been spiked, I became drunk.
She sent the children next door and left us lone. She went into details of her life. She wept and ask me to hold her. Before I knew it she kissed me. I did not push her away, feeling this was acceptable with her. feeling a buzz hindered my thinking as well. We ended up on her sofa where we had sex. Her daughter walked in on us as we were going at each other.
I quickly got dressed and drove away. In a few blocks the police pulled me over. Told speeding was the reason. I did the field test and got arrested. Said my blood alcohol level was over the limit.
I can not go back to that school., I can not face the child, she saw everything. Not to mention the DWI charge. My life is over I think.


