Doing in class room teacher assistant to get my teaching certificate. We have a poor district majority African kids. Teacher ask me to do a home visit and look for signs of problems.
Mother is single and drinking when I arrived. She told of having her first girl early. Was the child a family member placed in her. The next three by other family members. She gave me some punch to drink as we talked. I think it was kool aid. Must have been spiked, I became drunk.
She sent the children next door and left us lone. She went into details of her life. She wept and ask me to hold her. Before I knew it she kissed me. I did not push her away, feeling this was acceptable with her. feeling a buzz hindered my thinking as well. We ended up on her sofa where we had sex. Her daughter walked in on us as we were going at each other.
I quickly got dressed and drove away. In a few blocks the police pulled me over. Told speeding was the reason. I did the field test and got arrested. Said my blood alcohol level was over the limit.
I can not go back to that school., I can not face the child, she saw everything. Not to mention the DWI charge. My life is over I think.

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by Anonymous on Jan 9, 2014 at 11:39 AM

Your life is not over even though you think it is at the moment, The problems you have will test you and make you stronger life has funny ways to teach us lessons but you come out the other end stronger and more able to cope, And you have discovered a new side to your sexuality that you can explore, I wish you well keep your chin up i know how you feel.

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by Anonymous on Jan 9, 2014 at 2:13 PM

The only tragedy here is that you got in the car drunk and decided to operate the vehicle, and thus, discounting the value of human life to the convenience of your immediate need for transportation. Just be thankful that you were pulled over before you killed someone.

At 22 your life is not over, but you may have to make a BIG course change. With a DWI on your record, it's going to be difficult to find a place to continue the requirements for your certificate. You have to decided what to do now--change of career plans or struggle through. It's not an easy path either way, but you really have nobody to blame except yourself. Learn from your mistake.

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by Anonymous on Jan 12, 2014 at 4:52 AM

Was her daughter upset when she saw you fucking her mom? Sounds like her mom does this pretty frequently. Was she raped by her family members or was it voluntary (and fun)?

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by Anonymous on Jan 13, 2014 at 12:25 PM

I had some blood work done and found drugs in my system. Seems my drink was more than drink. I paid union dues to attend a meeting. Now the union has a rep working to help me. Waiting for the report of what drugs she gave me. Child services are visiting the home. Union rep is an older teacher. He made me feel uncomfortable. hinted I come to his place to talk this over. he is picking me up and driving me back.
If he wants me to have sex with him, I think I might. It might get me more help in fighting this.
Think I should?
I slept with a few guys for nothing, one more will not hurt.

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