In my family i cannot remember when i was not used for sex by both male and females and some of their freinds too. It was frowned upon to say no without a good reason, In fact sex was such a large part of my family that it all became a blur one day into the next that very little remains in my memory apart from a few incidents that stick for some reason, Like being taken to a seedy run down house to be photographed by a grey haired old man of course that involved me posing nude and having sex while he took photos, Or the fun i had with my Lesbian aunt who was a fun filled woman sex with her never was a chore, As i grew older i.e. 13 i was taken to parties and shared around which were sometimes fun i suppose the drink relaxed me, I moved away years ago but i still stay in touch with them and after not having any sex for the past year i have been so frustrated that i masturbate about the good times i had and i am tempted to go and visit them as i know i would get all the sex i want but it might lead me back into that life again which i'm not sure i want anymore though the thought turns me on, I dont have kids or a hubby so i have no ties here i cant have kids anyway due to cancer a few years ago now i'm too old to, The longer time goes by the more tempted i am to go back to family life.