I'm already 35, I'm gay but I still didn't came out of the closet. I was married and my ex-wife used to fuck me wife a large dildo, because my ass was already stretched from playing alone. Since then, I bought and threw away a good number of dildos, and even came back with my ex, but still didn't came out of the closet. I decided TODAY that I will talk to her (my ex, i still talk to her) that I'm gay, not just a straight man with an anal fascination. She must already suspect that anyway... My ass is hungry for a real dick. A big one. I hope someday i meet a nice black dude with a giant cock. What a jerk I am to pretend I'm straight (i'm a good actor, it's hard to notice that i'm a faggot). I was fucked by a man only once, and it was a weird transvestite... It was fast... 11 years ago, when i was way more confused and afraid to come out of this fucking closet... lol.