I'm already 35, I'm gay but I still didn't came out of the closet. I'm close. I was married and my ex-wife used to fuck me wife a large dildo because my ass was already stretched from playing alone. Since then I bought and threw away a good number of dildos and even came back together with my ex, just so she could strapon me my ass but still didn't came out of the closet to get the "real thing". I decided TODAY that I will talk to her (my ex, i still talk to her) and tell that I'm gay, just to tell someone that i'm gay and not just a straight man with an anal fascination. She must already suspect that anyway... I'll test her reaction and then i'll see how to talk to others and finally find someone to have sex. My ass is hungry for a real dick. A big one. What a jerk I am to pretend I'm straight for all this time (at least i'm a good actor, it's hard to notice that i'm a faggot).
I was fucked by a man only once, and it was a weird masculine transvestite. It was so fast that i couldn't make up my mind. It was 11 years ago, when i was way more confused and afraid to come out of this fucking closet... lol.