I was eleven years old when my aunt Ella and her kids showed up unannounced on our doorstep. I remember how totally pissed off my dad was and my mom telling him she was upset too, but she couldn't turn her sister away.
"They're country people," mom said. "That's how we do it down in the Ozarks. If you need help you just go to your relatives house. Nobody ever calls first. Its just assumed that family will take care of you."
"Well where I come from people have a little more common sense," my dad griped. "Not to mention courtesy."
But I knew that just like always, dad would bitch and moan but mom would get her way. She pretty much ran the house and dad did whatever she said. There was never a doubt who wore the pants in my family.
Because we didn't have much room I had to share my bedroom with my cousin Tammy. She was older than me, about sixteen I think. She smoked cigarettes already and she was really butch with short hair, a lot of piercings and crudely drawn amateur tattoos someone had scrawled on her forearms and biceps. She liked to flex and pop up her muscles to show everyone had buff she was.
Although my dad had complained about us sleeping together, Tammy had never laid a finger on me so far as I knew. Until one night...

I woke up from a sound sleep. I wasn't sure why at first. I'd been having a great dream. I kept very still and waited for my eyes to adjust to the dark, while my brain tried to shake off the fog and figure out what was wrong. That was when I felt it... Tammy's hand was inside my panties. She was rubbing my pussy with her fingers. My first instinct was to turn and look at her, but I refused to move. I went rigid and closed my eyes so she wouldn't know I was awake. I felt her stop suddenly, I started repeating a little mantra in my head "I'm asleep....I'm asleep....I'm asleep...." I really didn't want her to know I was awake. After a long pause, she started playing with me again.
The next day was pretty awkward. But I played off as if everything was normal. That night when we went to bed I pretended to fall asleep, while keeping my eyes open only by a hairsbreadth. After what felt like a long time, at least half an hour, maybe longer I saw Tammy reach into her boxers and begin playing with herself with one hand. Her free hand crept over to me and very gently groped my boob, well as much boob as I had at eleven. From there it slid down my shirt, across my tummy to my panties and it slipped beneath the waistband. She started sliding her fingers up and down against my pussy again. I closed my eyes and wondered why dad thought this was such a horrible thing. It didn't feel bad at all.
"I know your awake," I felt Tammy's breath against my ear. She giggled. "You little faker. I could tell you were awake last night too."
I started to continue the charade then decided to give it up. I was caught. I opened my eyes and looked at her.
"It feels nice doesn't it??" She asked.
I nodded.
"You know, there's nothing wrong with us doing this," she said. "But we best keep it between us girls ok?? Its our secret."
"All right."
She leaned over very gently and pressed her lips to my own. We kissed.
"Your so beautiful," she caressed my face. "I love a girl with pretty blonde hair and big blue eyes like you've got."
I felt a warm flush rise in my cheeks.
We kissed some more. Then Tammy rolled over and assumed a dominant position above me. She planted little kisses on my face, cheeks and neck.
"I'm dying to give you a hickey," she whispered. "But that'd make our folks ask questions."
Instead she raised my shirt up and sucked on my boobs. It felt amazing. I actually felt little tingly sensations in my vagina.
Tammy slid down still planting little kisses here and there. She reached my panties and pulled them down, sliding them off one leg so that they hung loosely on one ankle. She spread my legs and began eating me out. I shut my eyes and focused on the sensations flooding through me.
After a while she starting asking me if I'd orgasmed. I had no idea what she was talking about so I told her I think so. She pulled my panties back on and we snuggled up together.
"You're my girlfriend," she told me. "Ok??"
I nodded. I liked finally being someone's girlfriend. Even another girl's.
The next night almost as soon as the lights went out and my mom kissed my forehead goodnight and left us alone, Tammy was on me.
"Damn babe," she said. "I've been horny all day. I couldn't wait until bed time."
We kissed and she reached down and rubbed between my legs.
"I wanna fuck you so bad," she sighed, leaning down and kissing my throat.
I giggled because she'd said the bad word.
She smiled and licked my face. "Nyah," she giggled.
I licked her back. "Nyah yourself."
We started taking turns licking each others faces. That led to some very deep kissing. Tammy slipped her tongue into my mouth. I could feel the stud in her tongue.
She went down on me again, licking, sucking and pulling on my clit with her teeth. She even played with my ass with a finger she slicked up with her own saliva.
When she was done she held me tight again. "I'm in love with you," she said. "Will you be my wife??"
"Yes," I nodded.
We kissed.

Tammy and I kept having sex the whole seven months my aunt ended up staying with us. I cried like a baby when they left. Everyone assumed it was because I'd miss my cousins. Only I knew it was because I was losing my first girlfriend.
My aunt moved across town from us. Tammy wasted no time in finding a girlfriend her own age.
"What about us," I asked on the phone one night, in the privacy of my own room. "We was married."
"I was just talking out of my ass," Tammy sighed. "That's whats wrong with you young girls. You take shit too seriously. Look, I've got company, my girlfriends visiting. I got to go."
The phone hung up on her end.
I was devastated for a while. I'm 18 now and getting ready for college. I'm 5'3'', 135 pounds and my measurements are 34-26-36. I saw Tammy at a party not too long ago and she tried to hit on me while drunk.
"Eww," I feigned total disgust. "Get away from me freak, we're related." My current girlfriend asked me what was wrong, then exchanged a few choice words with my "ex" lol. Tammy you should have been nicer to this little girl.