4 years ago I was drugged and raped by a female friend. I don't know what she gave me but I was still able to move, I was just really exhausted and felt like I was half asleep but couldn't quite get there. I didn't realize what she was doing, I thought I was sick or something so I had her carry me to my bed, but she undressed me and when she started getting undressed I tried to run, but moving felt like I was dragging anchors on each limb.

All she had to do was push me back down onto the bed. When she pinned me I tried pushing her off but by that point I could barely even move let alone get her off me. I gave up fighting when she kissed me and I realized I couldn't even hold my mouth closed. After that, she moved onto other things, she used her fingers and her mouth on me, and before she finished she forced me to orgasm multiple times. As weak as I was feeling it felt like I was going to die each time. Then she used my fingers to get off.

She tied me to the bedpost and covered me up like I was just going to sleep, and eventually I did. When I woke up the drug had worn off and I untied myself and went for help. After we went to the police they did everything they could to drop it, I overheard one officer say something about it not really being rape if it's two girls, and they said there was no way they could prove she did it without evidence of physical trauma and a dna sample, but I couldn't give them either because she didn't do anything that physically hurt me and for some reason they wouldn't accept what was on my fingers as evidence.

After like a week of seeing her at school and having everyone at school staring at me for this or that rumor that they heard, I convinced my parents to move us away from there. Aside from my parents and the police I never actually told anyone what happened and I needed to put this out somewhere.